samsam <3

2007-04-30T18:57:00.000+08:00

I <3333333333333333333 CHANTALLLLLLLL

2007-04-29T03:34:00.000+08:00

I NEED SHOPPING SO BADLYYY ): i can cry.
anyway i today i had to wake up at 11 o clock, and thats mad ass early to get ready for sentosa. cant believe we actually went there. henri, aaron, bryan and jeff went to the american club for lunch first. and then came to pick me and then jason up to sentosa. lol. matt and mel were there already, felix (? im guessing) this other guy was also there. i didnt swim or anything, i hate the beach. imagine, the salt and sand and people's bodies and brown water.. oooh sad beach. so i was making a ball out of wet sand and seaweed as the hair. yeah. uhhhhhhhhhh. so anyway wnated to rent a hotel room just to shower but as expected, every room was occupied. so we went home and got out again for dinner. had dinner at angus house with jeff, jason and aaron. HAHAH oh i was on the phone with ailin, this was how our conversation went.
ailin: sammmm, where are you?
sam: im having dinner.
ailin: where?
sam: at angus house.
ailin: who is that!

HAHHAHAHHAAHAHA GET IT?
.. its ok if you donT. lol

so anyway after dinner we went to cine and met tiffany and mel. and headed to matt's hse. yup tahts abt it.

yesterday yesterdayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. waht happened ystttttttttttttt. OH YES. i saw chantal. lol. went to speedy with gab to meet jeff, henri, bryan etc to play dota. thank god chantal called when i started the game so i cld leave the game to meet her. so yeah she came to speedy we talked, pictures, talked and more picture. jerome, alan, thomas, ryan etc came too. then when they were done with dota, went over to en loungeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
my memory sucks so i cant remember the rest of the days.

im missing my favourite ailin and all her, 'IM GOING TO TELL YOU SMTH, BUT YOU DONT FAINT AH' nonsense, which after hearing, i have never fainted or whatever cus its all so =.= ONE WORD: sigh.

pictures up another time cus im so dead tired right now.
byebye ailin good night sweet dreams.

2007-04-25T17:11:00.000+08:00

hello i just woke up, so screwed i know. this post will not have pictures cause i keep forgetting to bring my camera along with me when i go out. so this is going to be a very very dry entry. yst i went to speedy (lan shop) to play DOTA.ahhaHA. oh man, i suck at it so bad. i cant rmemeber who was there and stuff, but then after that matt, jeff and i went to eat and then head over to matt's hse and then henri came over. lol. whatever i dont want to continue blogging. hahaa i feel so retarded. what day is it today????? well anyway went to en lounge yst. ok bye bye(:

2007-04-17T20:13:00.000+08:00

HELLO :P :P Im feeling so happy, no reason why. okay im going to try my best to remember whatever happened over the weekends and stuff k. its alot, so give me credit. peace. the days seem to pass so quickly!!

well, last friday i skipped the last day of orientation cause i was watching love actually the entire night, it was soooo goood. oh i love that movie! at 1pm rachel came over and then chantal after school. we were playing with Coco and messing up my room. went to town at 5pm then had dinner at taka with some of the st francis people that i dont know, but now i do. lol. one guy got drunk on drinking japanese beer. oh and it was BRIAN'S BIRTHDAY :D ahhaha was so hilarious. at sushi teh:

i love chantal 4 ever.

rachel needs weed.aww.

US(:

after sushi we went to meet other st francis people, alan, jerome, ryan, julius, and others. we went to indochine to drink:

was so tired after that!

On SATURDAY was suppose to meet Nathan for lunch, but i slept through lunch :S but we met up for dinner in the end at the Tanglin Club with Digna (misses), gab, nathan, samson, and peter(??) yupyup. it was so fun. then one of their SAS teachers came by for coffee. after dinner nathan, samson, peter(??)(so sorry) and i went to clark quey, met up with their friends. then i met rachel and then went over to Swissotel to meet Jeff and the rest, for SAS after prom party. but before that jeff, bryan, matt and i went to en lounge to drink. NASTYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY drank more at swissotel, BAD BAD. hahha. cant remember what happened after that. then went over to my place after the party. but we slept over at bryan's hse in the end. everything was so messy. woke up in the afternoon, watched a little of boret and walked to waffle town to eat. hahah. mum sent me to the medical center to get x rayed and cleaned up my cuts after i came home, and thats because of whatever happened the other night. consequences of drinking. lol, but it was all fun (: hahaha.
here the 3 of us that night at swissotel:

I BOUGHT ANOTHER IPOD YST. hehhe now i have threeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

i miss ailin so much):

xoxo. forever & ever.

2007-04-13T00:40:00.000+08:00

HELLOOO (: (: ok i got to make this quick cause ill be meeting my pardywardy later :D so yesterday was my first day of school, my gosh i felt so lost. while walking into the school i was like, omg im so loser, cause you know, i dont even know anyone!. haha. but anyway i made friends, so whatever. school was alright, it was all orientation and stuff. and so will be the next 2 days -.- ugh. after school i went out with jeff to watch shooter, it was a really nice movie. i felt like as though i was playing CS, a good movie. I was going to ask nathan to join us but oh well. after the movie jeff drove over to anderson road to pick up aaron. AND at the same time i went to visit rachel. i was like, RACHEL IM AT THE LOBBYYYY. she must be like whuttttttt?? anyway she came down and i forced her out of her place to join us for dinner at waffle town, bryan met us there. lol. we went drinking after that at en lounge! here are the pictures:

NATHANNNNNNNNNN

my lovely (:

okay gtg now. pards is at the lobbyyyyyyy<3

2007-04-07T18:06:00.000+08:00

HELLO:D rmb i lost my camera in mdm wong! well i bought a new one! hahah(:
DXO on the 5th. woke up at 4pm left home at 6pm reached wisma at 6.05pom for my appoinment at 6.15pm, i can be superwoman. after that went to ailin's place. ravi, ailin, mary and i went to DXO. here are the pictures :)

all time favouriteeeeeeeeessssssssss. love.

oOOoh:D

connie and i (:

mwuah.

hahhaha.

me and my bestest <3 XOXO.

2007-04-04T12:55:00.000+08:00

There aint no ifs, buts, or maybes, I'm gonna stay down and ride for you baby

2007-03-31T04:59:00.000+08:00

HELLLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOO(: just wanna say COCOHACHICOCOHACHIMACHI BABY IS SOOOOOOOOOOO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ^^ I LOVE HER.

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHA so whatever right.

anyway woke up at 2 today(: its considered early for me now. then went to _________POLYYYYYYY -.- to do u know, crap and stuff.haha. then rushed to taka to meet FATTYSKSKSK. SO FAT. and the ailin & fulin came along went to eat at this place. pariss????? O.o after din, RAN to cine to meet my *secret* admirer ;) ;) watched the hitcher. omg go watch it. and then ailin came over to cine and we went to timbre to meet the rest. yup now im like zzzzzzzzzzz and my headache has subsided. chantal says its the wind and the noice and ofcourse the alchol.

oh and yst send kristi and kathi off at the airport with ailin. wish them allllllll the best in aussie (: well i dropped ailin off at cine and i went to lido to watch a movie with tiffany, jeff, henri and mel it was called number 23 :\ until now i dont the movie. but i didnt know 'pink=23' walked to cine to meet ailin again. we keep meeting up. lol. but i quickly left cause i dont wanna be LIGHT BULB. so bright, not good for an evening like that. HAAAAAAAAAAAAHH. ok. went to enlounge to drink with tiffffany, henri, jeff, tryphena? and her sister. and KTV after that (that was my first time in a ktv place)

2007-03-26T01:59:00.000+08:00

hey, so much has been happening and i can barely remember how i spent my days. today i had to wake up so freaking ass early for church, ailin was my alarm clock, always has been<3! but it was all worth it(: because we weren't late (ok just half an hour) but damn, thats a big improvement. (normally ailin and i will only attend the last half an hour of church) 0.0 i know, talk about being holy. anyway as i was saying i can't really recall how my past few days, weeks went by. and the reason is because im alwasy 2 lazy to take pictures. lol. but anyways here are some pics from my sad sad lonely untouched camera (: hehe.

sweet <3

clinic on thursday,

tiffany!

hahahoho

no point squinting lol. jeff, henri and bryan.

2007-03-15T22:07:00.000+08:00

hi i swear i wont do it again ok byebye.

2007-03-07T03:14:00.000+08:00

from california to japan

I SHLDNT LOVE YOU, but i want to.
*cheese cracker*

2007-03-06T23:56:00.000+08:00

hey today was great for me. went to NAFA for my fashion marketing and merchandising exam. it was 3 cold hours there. yeah all that drawing and theory nearly made my brain POP. but its all good. well yst i went out with pard for a movie(: she went for a make over so sexy. hahah, after the movie we went for dinner+supper. and the dustbin guy was irritating me like hell.

there u go. pard x 2

2007-03-04T20:57:00.000+08:00

the television is soo boring now a days. stupid. yesterday was really good. went over to alicia's hse to visit. played polish and stuff (: love it. so fun! then i had to rush off to DXO and met ailin, chantal, ravi, jason, leon, maryanne, gwen, mabel, joanne(?), and bianca(?) and more people i think. lol (spelling error). went to DXO pub to drink. it was sooooooooo crazy i swear. after drinking we sat by the river and then had supper and went home arnd 3+.

my silly billy <3

GWENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN (:

ailin's blog
the end<3
(i edited it and now the pic is SOOOOOOOOOOO small) 0:

2007-03-02T02:00:00.000+08:00

hello hello helloooooooooooooo ((: okay so i have been attending lasalle workshop since monday. and friday which is to me tmr, but is actually today, is the last day. what can i say? THANK GOD!!!! *dragqueen* anyway the workshop is really fun with xinya (and shes the only reason i attend the workshop) and my fellow workshop friends WITHOUT the teachers. OMGGGGGG I DONT LIKE teacher. she is like a INU. you know dog in jap! yes. thats her. dog! shes was like gettting all pissy and stuff cause i didnt know how to do photoshop. like hello? i have no idea what the hell is photoshop cause maybe! its my first time using bloody photoshop!! so she expects the whole class to be expert in photoshop cropping things here and there. what the hell is crop anyway?
ok enough said. im so tired and i cant wait to sleep. (: byebye.

2007-01-28T22:19:00.000+08:00

FINALLY IM IN MY ACCT. gosh, i was so lost just now thinking what the hell they wanted me to do with google acct and all that crap and i realised, oooooooh they wanted me to get the acct and blog with that account -_- made me so ?c?l?u?e?l?e?s?s? ok that was irritating right! hahahah. just came back from shopping(the love of my life) ailin you did not just see that. met chantal hitomi jason marcel kazu and of course mrsss cheng!!! had high tea at good wood park. it was really good i miss them! ok gab told me he was rubbing a caterpilla that fell on his leg he is like mentaly retarded. yesterday i went shopping with mummyyyy wnet to taka and shoped. then went t cine AILINWASPLAYING dance dance revolution and gwen was behind her helping her. i swear they looked so cute. ailin looked like she was having fits HAHAHHA OMGGGGGGG my contact lenses are so annoying. photobucket is like snail mode right now..

2007-01-22T01:56:00.000+08:00

OH one thing, this song is soo nice right!! riighhttttt and i didnt go to gym today(sun).
k, make that 2.
byeeeee.
note: do shukudai tmr morning. shukudai shukudai shukudai shukudai <3

2007-01-22T01:52:00.000+08:00

I HAVENT DONE MY SHUKUDAI YET OH NO.
NO SHUKUDAI?!
BADDDD GAKUSE): SAMANTHAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

2007-01-20T14:11:00.000+08:00

im home alone right now): so lonely and depressed+ rain.
oh well i havent gone to the gym in agessss so ill make it a point to go later and tmr and the day after tmr so on -_-
ooh went to XIAMEN over the weekends, it was SOOO FUNNN! :) the shopping was the best out of the whole trip. LOL DUHH. ill put up the pictures another time cus im going off to CALI NOW
P/S AILIN YOU BETTER CALL ME NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW, or ill go (cali) without you ):! pee pee baby so naughty.

2007-01-11T04:06:00.000+08:00

my attempt to make delicious warm oats failed so right now im eating tasteless hard wheat but whoohoo i like it (= good effort sam. the reason why im still up at the not so godly hour anymore (because im always up at this time) is because i slept my whole afternoon away. i got up at 10 this morning and the whole time my eyes were half closed so after lunch i went to bed. the cause: lack of sleep late nights and early mornings= sleepy ahlf opened eyes samantha. got up at 8pm feeling depressssed. i always feel depressed if i sleep in the afternoon and get up in the evening. wonder if theres anyone like me. yesterday i was in town when pard called me and told me she wanted to find a J O B at serene. i want to find A J O B 222. but never put in any effort finding one cus i dont trust myself with a J O B. anyway took a taxi to serene centre and went to shops looking pathetic and all 'pity me'. ok the whole J O B thing is getting boring cus we went to loads of stores and i cant rememeber their names. so ill talk abt the F O O D we ate omg so much! ham, roti prata and sweets and apples. yup(: we decided to catch a movie at cine so we went home to get changed and then pard came over and we went over to C I N E.

I K N O W I M T Y P I N G L I K E T H I S C U Z I M 2 C 0 0 L 4 T H E W O R L D ! :D

saw lots of wierdos sitting outside cine like wierdos. example ncik keenon bart bi lol. watched the spirit of the victim. so ew. i hate it I HATE IT I H A T E I T!! 4 E V A A A A A A A A A. really not lying. yup then at 12 went to newton to eat, so much again :D

on MONDAY WENT TO TOWN AND THEN TO RAFFLES PLACE 2 MEET I S S A C. MM okays
byeeeeeeeeeeee!!=) =)

loook i found this! OOH dont they look FAMILIAR?
i cant remember all their names so ill just name a few.
adeline, huron, marilyn, her boyfriend, anne, suzanne OMG OMG I REMEMBERED THAT NAME JUST NOW but now i dont dammit. call it STM.

2007-01-07T17:02:00.000+08:00

HELLLLLLLLO OMG I WOKE UP SO LATE TODAY. THHANKS TO FLU.
i missed church today!:( havent been to church for ages. anyway YESTERDAY i went to SPORE POLY OPEN HOUSE HAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAH
WHOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOO. mum was doing the talking and all so i couldnt care less. was jsut wondering around NO spore poly is not my first choice but mum thinks that its good to see what polys have to offer you know the course and everything cause im like clueless, until now as i said i wasnt paying attention yst. ok so stupidgab went for tuition then i went to shop for BRAS HAHHA spent a few hundreds on BRASSSSSSSSS cant believe it iVE srsly got a problem. then went to taka for dinner then over to meet my BAOBAOBEIEBEI ^^ POLY LAINZZZZZZZZZZZZ hHAHHH ravi and leon at wisma.
OHOHOH YST WAS BEST!!!1 HAHA WE HAD A TRISHAW RIDE WHOOOOHOOOOOO it was so funfunfun and retarded. *imagine*
I saw NINGNONG at cine too. he has braces

THATS US ON THE TRISHAW LOL HAHHA.

you are special

2007-01-06T05:35:00.000+08:00

HEY GUESS WHO IS THIS?

HAHAHAHAHAHAH. *HINT* SHE IS SO SHY

SHE IS A SLEEPY HEAD, WHOSE EYES CLOSES WHILE TALKING TO ME. zzz -_-

HAHAHAHA. SO CUTE! ^^ CANNOT GUESS?
WELL THATS NO ONE OTHER THAN MY PARD!!!!!!!
YES YES THATS MY PARD.
THE PERSON WHO SEES ME EVERY DAY IN SCHOOL WHO GETS INTO TROUBLE WITH ME WHO RUNS WITH ME WHO LAUGHS WITH ME WHO CRIES WITH ME WHO CATCHES TADPOLE WITH ME WHO THROWS TISSUE AND UMBRELLAS DOWN THE RAILINGS WITH ME WHO MAKES ME SO ANGRY AND HAPPY @ THE SAME TIME.
WHO PEOPLE ONCE CALLED. MY OTHER HALF.
HAHAHHA OMG PARD. U ARE SO RETARDED. I LOVE YOU.
u still wanna go war? AHAH.

(= (= (= (= HAHAHA. SILLY!!!
PARD SO SMART PARD SO SMART

with you SPIRITUALLY MENTALLY EMOTIONALLY.
LOVE, YOUR PARDNER *blushesssssssssss*

fly time fly.

2007-01-05T23:23:00.000+08:00

suddenly i miss sfms
I MISS SFMSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS):
WHOOOOOOOHHHOOOOOOOOOO. can't wait:P
everythings gonna be fine.

2007-01-04T02:40:00.000+08:00

ok im going out now.

i wanna love you
but you dont want it

:xx

2007-01-04T01:26:00.000+08:00

hey, okay at least i rescued some photos. i have more to do tmrw.
i can't sleep. ailin's call woke me up and now i cant get back to sleep. AILIN!):
and plus i have so much on my mind. negative thoughts. its so depressing.
i really wish im not feeling this way. its not good for me at all and i know i don't deserve to be feeling this way. but i can't help it. anyway i feel that i have done my part already. and soon 'time will heal all wounds'. i really believe in it. HAHAH im making that sentence sound like my god or smth. but its true. it has been tried tested proven by me. hhahha.
nevermind as the days pass, new people and things will be introduced into my life and soon this feeling wldnt... (:

mm byebye :D

2007-01-02T23:44:00.000+08:00

2006 NEW YEAR COUNTDOWN AT COCCOLATTE
woke up at 3 then went to town to shop. at 11 i went over to ailin's place, evon was there. we headed to coccolatte. the countdown began before we went into the club. lol. ahhah it was really fun, even tho i have to agree with ailin that last year was much more fun. but whatever im happy with this year's too. at 430, we went to some dont know what dont know what bar. with ailin, eveon, jeric, sean and this other guy. when we reach there we ddnt enter. lol. but we went over to garden hotel where reavinder, leon, jerm, jon chua, leo, jason and other people were. only stayed for a tiny bit. then went over to ailin's house to stay. evon cooked for us while ailin and jeric slept. PICTURES.

2007-01-02T22:33:00.000+08:00

HEY.
GAB'S 15TH BIRTHDAY @ HYATT

FLAUNT @ CLUB MOMO -
I'll fix these pics another time!!!

OKAY THESE ARE THE PICTURES FOR 28TH DEC 06
:D WHOOHOO.

2006-12-30T05:13:00.000+08:00

HELLO I JSUT GOT BACK FROM WATCHING DEATH NOTE 2. its so NICEEEEE (: i didnt really get it tho. but still good.
okay yesterday i went to the gym in the afternoon then met ailin went shopping then had to meet mummy, gab, bert and uly at hyatt cause it was gab's 15 BDAY. hoho little ass. after dinner mary came over for a while. OK then went home cahnged and everything. soon ailin and mary came then went to momo. it was OKAY. quite fun to me. but poor ailin. STUPID @^t#&@%$&*@^( kanasia. ^^
stayed at ailin's hse with ravinder. woke up at 2. went home and got out again to taka with ailin. met up with gab siangKOOOOOOON kenny and maryanne. had dinner at wisma was crazy cause it was so packed. JOEL THE FATTEST OF THE FATS came. whhooo. ok FF. went to watch DEATH NOTE2 with jon chua, leon, gab and ravinder at 1255. so yes right now im so sleepy. and this entry is really retarded. i think im not use to blogging anym0re. oOooO sleepy.

2006-12-16T03:39:00.000+08:00

Meet me at the southside
Get me home by midnight
Make sure that my daddy just don't know

HELLLLLLLLLLLOO :D :D :D :D :D
i downloading whats love and its taking a very long time and im very urgent i need the toilet. hold.
back! whooohoo so today i woke up at 330. and went to gym with baobeisNO.1 i gymed for 15 mins to be exact so COOOOooLll. CAUSE we had to meet up for dinner. so the getting ready had to cut down from 2hrs to 45 mins which made me so stressed. went to cine to meet ravi, leon, mary, kenny, jon chua, jason, derek and jerrold. took a bus down to suntec for marche. love wasting food.

yesterday we went to EAST COAST for picnic but it was disturbed by the rain every like 1/2 and hour was so pathetic we had to find shelter. but was great fun anyway minus gettting stupid me staring at the waves thus getting sea sick. ugh! i only had 2 hrs of sleep before that so i was really grumpy while getting ready. scared my maid a little.

the rest of the days were fun fun fun. went shopping and crap. as usual

2006-12-14T06:17:00.000+08:00

When a girl says, "I miss you,"
no one in this world can miss you more
than that.

hello
but
and i realised that i cannot get anything right
after that '-'. i cannot find the same '-' after that.
its so scary. ok maybe after the .. i found something that
i want to hold on to, smth, happy, love. but i failed. I FAILED.
i was confused angry unimportant and distracted.
YOU FAILED.we failed.WE.

my ________ is just so funny
i can laugh at it, but
i won't. i won't make fun of it
i will sleep cause its my bed time.
good morning.

ill update my week in the next entry im dead sleepy but im so ready for whatever is coming next
be it a surprise a relationship an arguement a concert whatever.
BRING IT ON.ok shutup samantha.

2006-12-08T01:24:00.000+08:00

hi im like deleting all the testimonials that fatty leon sent me. its just SAM AHHA SAM. -_- how retarded! so yeah im like deleting one by one. hahha, ailin woke me up at 4 today to go gym! so yup met her there at 5.30pm i took quite long to get ready just to go gym, i know. i was happy to see ailin after gyming we showered then went to cine for dinner. did some catching up (: aiya we are always catching up like 1 day we can just call each other many times and just ask what are you doing and then put down the phone. HAH. spastic! anyway after eating we were SUPER FULL :0 !!! then went over to taka and did food shopping. bought jelly nuts and other biscuits and stuff. then went back to cali to get our stuff took pictures inside the changing room hahah, seriously mad. hah OOOH u know one of the christmas trees in orchard caught fire. HHAAH, i think someone threw a match stick onto it or smth but ailin doesnt think so. so i dont know and it was so retarded i swear police and fireman and fire engine came just to look at the burnt tree cause apparently someone already put out the fire before they came. anyway we walked over to heeren to get a cab and i saw lennard, errol, darren, heinzy and someone else there! mm we cldnt be bothered to stand at the taxi stand cus the que was stupid

I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away

2006-12-07T03:02:00.000+08:00

OH YA I GOT TO SAY SMTH.
today at cine i saw beverly and min htike okay. i called bev to come over BUT SHE DIDNT WANT TO ): ): !!!!! BBEVNBEBEBEBEBEBVBBEVBEBEVVV. YOU GOOD you good ): i want bev now ): <3

2006-12-07T01:47:00.000+08:00

hello im home(: just came back from leon's place, ravinder shaun and jason were there too. before that went to town to meet bobby, was like super stone. hahaha. ok i think ill sleep early tonight (:

my baby is back.
oh ya i dont know how to upload pictures from my camera onto my com.
sorry celine, but ill learn ill learn (:

2006-12-04T23:59:00.000+08:00

(: (: (: (: (: (:
:D (: (: (: ((::::::::::::::::
ravinder's call at 2pm woke me up. went to some nonsense place to pass jess something then went to heeren to meet ravinder. bumb into her in the toilet. haha. soon leon, jason, shaun, jon chua came. walk arund heeren and stuff, then celine came. jon ong came too. walk walk walk then my maid, lennard, errol, heinzy, dont know who and dont know who came too. lol, im just like naming everyone -_-! AIYA FAST FORWARD. shaun went to pierce his ear then we went to cathy to watch OPEN SEASON. AHHAHAH so cute and retarded! (: then walked to PS. let ravi take the cab first then i went home with the stupid cloud, jon ong and shaun. mm thats all :D

2006-12-04T00:52:00.000+08:00

HELLOO I just realised that i have talked to ailin everyday since she left. she called this morning (: afternoon i mean. ok once i woke up whatever time it was. i went shopping with mummy today. yesterday too. then went to DXO it was okay. i spent most of my time sitting upstairs talking to jason, lennard, errol, jason's brother, cousin, friend. ah cant remember. okok byebye! (:

2006-12-02T03:03:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOO, im so sleepy zzz. today i woke up at 430pm gosh i better start waking up earlier. my day is like just begining but im feeling so damn sleepy. alright i went to the gym today. managed to DRAG MY LAZY ASS there. was like super slack. OHH i upgraded my card. actually mummy did it. she just called me down to sign smth and told me that she is going to upgrade it to lifetime shit =) =) at least today's gym wasnt wasted cause i got a new card. oh well after that i went to watch SAW 3. ITS LIKE SUPER GROSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. i was on the phone with bev during the movie so that i wont watch it. dammit it was so disgusting. go watch it. haha.
okay yesterday i went to taka to pick celine up and the went to barker for a concert. i shld just have met her that cause i live like opposite barker -_- so retarded. anyway met loads of people there. i was suppose to sit with RAVI CAUSE THATS WHAT LEON SAID BEFORE I MOVED SEATS. but guess not. oh well. anyway the praying part was really boring for me. soon everyone got out of the concert hall and headed for town. ahah went to taka to eat dinner. then celine left for zouk but i stayed on cause i was so full. okay that didnt make sense. haha then we walked around. AH RAVINDER, the wierd hairy guyyyyyyyyyyyy. eeee. ahahha.

okay hi psyman! hahah.

2006-11-30T04:55:00.000+08:00

HELLO im eating nuts right now. JUST NOW AILIN CALLED ME. YAY :D I MISS HER SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCH LIKE REALLY SO SO SO SO MUCH. it was quite sad to say good bye. I KNOW its just for a holiday but still, theres an attachment ): spastic girl. after gym today i went to cine to meet celine. actually i met yvonne, celine and ailin outside cali. we wanted yvonne and celine to gym with us BUT THEN THEY DIDNT ALLOW. really pissing. so we gym for like 20 mins and went to take a shower while celine and yvonne was at cine. then ailin left. i went to meet celine we went for dinner. talked and talked for a long time (: ahah. walked around then i took a cab to lido to meet mummy.

oh guess what i quit my nice class cause i realised i wont be able to wake up for it on time cuase the time has been pushed forward ah whatever. okay im not sleepy at all at the mo. yeah my body clock is screwd. i can only sleep at 8am i dont know why. SO i guess ill go to my room and watch dvds. i seriously need to go and buy more dvds ive finished every dvd i bought already except the scary one. that ill wait till my brother comes back to spore and ill make him watch it with me. and i havent been buying mags recently the ones i bought were 20 nov issues and i think i left it in ailins house after everyone read it that day. not like it matters cause i wont read it again after ive read it once. so yeah, that reminds me.
1)buy dvds
2)buy MAGS mags MAGS mags
3)find other nice classes since i think daddy wont approve of me getting a job. and mummy laughed when i told her i wanted to get a job -_-
4)buy a dog. i really wanna get a puppy before christmas so it can wear SANTA suit (:
how cute :D :D

okay off to my room :P
ew im starting to hate nuts.

2006-11-27T16:36:00.000+08:00

went home at 7am was so super sleepy i slept all the way, and totally forgotten about my manicure and padicure appointment at 330pm. they kept calling like 5 times in a row. finally i woke up at 430 quickly went to wake up ailin. they called me when i was in the shower when i was getting ready when i was waiting for ailin to come when we were going there. so hardcore. we finally reached there nearing to 6. HOW TYPICAL again. celine was there. i didnt know she would be coming. ahah. ailin and i did red, last week we did pink. i have yet to do blue :P hans and clarence came over to meet ailin. ahah when we were in the room where they paint the nails hans came in with chocolates and started making a speech and all about ailin being safe in aust. HAHAH and ailin was like IM GOING FOR HOLIDAY. ahhah. it was seriously hilarious. lol! he thought ailin was going to migrate there or smth. anyway when the ladies were doing the scrubing of feet thing i felt like i was going to kick her or smth cause it was so ticklish. ahah last time i could control lol but with ailin pinching me and laughing ahhah i couldnt stop laughing either. the woman was pissed i could see it. yay! after that we went to eat sushi cause i wanted to and dammit i love sushi (: then went shopping after that.

2006-11-26T15:06:00.000+08:00

hello, i know i havent been blogging im not a good blogger cause i get really lazy when it comes to blogging. today was my first day of this class thing. and i was an hour late. how typical. i really enjoyed the class alot, i loved it in fact. ahah. after class at 530 i went to taka to have lunch with ailin. then we headed for the gym (: after 2 and 1/2 hrs (no we did not gym for that long. we were fooling around, as usual) haha ailin realised she didnt bring her @*$*($& when she was going to shower. HAHHA. stupid girl. so we ran to cine and bought it, she was so shy la. i felt damn out of place in cine. ahha. then we decided to catch the movie 9:56 at 920pm. when we ran back to cali it was 917pm already. lol. showered super fast and by the time we reached cine it was 10pm. then we decided to buy FOOD for the movie. HAHHAHA. i didnt get the movie, really. after the movie called we ran back to cali cause it was raining, drizzling. got our stuff and cabed home. ailin waited for me in the cab while i went home to get my stuff, then we went over to ailin's place. after an hour we left for cocolatte. met celine, nat etc etc there. after that nat, celing, ben and this zay, dont kow how to spell his name went over to ailuins place to sleep. hahahahh ailin and i were doing yoga, while nat was trying to sleep.

2006-11-18T00:40:00.000+08:00

HELLLOOOO (: (: (: MY O LEVELS ARE OVERRRRR WHOOHOO (: im happy :D yeah i havent been updating and stuff, cause im too lazy to. well im currently at ailins house and im playing with heffy. its so adorable (: so cute. but the fur is like tangled. lol ahha. must be ailin. haiz. haha.
this morning daddy sent me to GHIM MOH. wha i finally learnt how to spell is correctly. had accounts paper 1 in the morning. its was kinda easy then mummy came and picked me up for lunch with gabriel. went back to school for HISTORYYY.
went home changed, ailin and ravi took a cab over and we went to cine. then blah blah. went shopping, had dinner. then we went home, i took a shower and went to ailins house. before that i spoke to pard on the phone, pardie i cant wait (: imurrrrr. ilu2. and YUP. im so sleepy now. lol. i shall continue playing with the dog (=

2006-10-31T16:29:00.000+08:00

Don't know howda act, bettah fall back
It's like that cuz you gotta long way 2 go.

2006-10-27T16:48:00.000+08:00

(: heya! im having my lunch now. just got home from wheelock with mummy! O LEVELS COMING O LEVELS COMING O LEVELS COMING O LEVELS COMING O LEVELS COMING O LEVELS COMING O LEVELS COMING O LEVELS COMING O LEVELS COMING O LEVELS COMING this so cool (= soon its gonna be OVERRRRRRRRRR. okay accts now byebye (:

2006-10-25T01:30:00.000+08:00

helloooo!! (: ive gotta say, soo many things have happened the past 1-2 weeks. and yes haha i cant remember what exactly happened. cause STM (short term memory), but i guess my calender will help. god im pathetic. but whatever that happened, was fun fun fun (:
ON THE 17TH OF NOV was my O LVL BIO PRACT. i went t st margrettes (omg, i dont know how to spell) for my pract. the people there were so nice (: really. friendly and all. met marie there. i was like YES! at least someone i know was there to take the pract with me. but anyway i was in a different shift frm her, so yeah. different lab ): after the exam. I WAS SO HAPPY SO HAPPY I KNOW IT WAS ONLY PRACT BUT DAMMIT I WAS SO HAPPY :D :D i went home to shower then went to pard's hsee to study but ended up staying over. we were like timing 1 HOUR 1 HOUR. aHAHA. and she kept looking out of the window! she would like draw the curtains then peek outside then draw back.. slowly -_- dont ask. had dinner, then took 2 tubs of ice cream and we went for walkwalk (: she had to drop one tub. came back studyy. we had alot of fun:D . at around 10 plus we were hungry so we went to make noodles. then pard opened the fridge and started digging out for ingredients, and she took out this bottle and said,'yes! apple juice!' she gave me a glass. we drank it and found out that it was freaking VINEGAR!!! &@^$&^@ dont ask really. i nearly dieded la. but nevertheless, PardSoSmart PardSoSmart. pard's, ilamu -_- sigh pard sigh.

fast forwarrrrdddd.. 20OCT went to pines in the evening was suppose to meet jerilyn, but then there was no cab, so i went for the audition after her. we were planning to do it together. met ravinder and ailin there! (: had dinner with ailin and jerilyn then went homeeeeeeeeeee.

the next day i went for dinner with my 4CO and mr teh and mrs lim. was funnn (: (: okay so i met chantel in the afternoon, wanted to study in the library at takashimaya. but it was closed so we studied at delifrance. chantel was distracted by the wedding modelling thingy that was happening there, haha. after doing my homework. i went to MNG hoping to find a top. cause i felt very very VERY uncomfortable with the one i was wearing, im always like that ): so i bought one. changed and then called mummy to pick up my stuff. then pard and i went to cine!! we took neoprints. HAHAH. then took a cab to kings arcade. whee. had dinner with the rest, took loads of pictures. but yeah you dont see any up here. cause im always too lazy to. after dinner went to charlotte's hse. ahhah we were playing hide and seek. omg, phae, mel, jan, pard and i went to this part of her hse. the lights went off the door at the end opened, and all of us SCAREMMMMMMMMMEEEEEEEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD. yes we SCREAMED. HAHAHHA. really, it was so scary. we thought we were going t die. imagine in a black room screaming, and no one stopped -.- HAHAHAH. but it was so fun. dropped chantel home. then went to meet val at holland V to collect my cam!

okay i gtg now. im planning to stay up the whole night to studyy. good bye! (: AHH Os ARE COMING I CANT WAIT <3

2006-10-19T18:18:00.000+08:00

hah hi
can someone stab me!

why why why why why why why why why whywhywhywhywhywhywhy??????????
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cry cry cry cry cry cry.

watashi.. ): ___ suki (ja masen)
force myself.

cry cry cry cry cry cry ):

2006-10-17T00:19:00.000+08:00

bio practical is TMRW!!!!!!!!!! cant believe its all happening so fast. you know all i do which has smth to do with THE O LEVEL is count the bloody days till is over. revision? shit. its like i get so excited that its gonna be over so soon, then i think about the amount of revision i havent done and have to do in such a short time i get so depressed then i msg pard then she'll tell me to put all distractions aside & gives me this stupid face like this :-) hmm. hehe then i tell her 'pard so smart' :D pard so smart.
woke up at 9am today to go to school. improvement!! (: was so sleepy you know, cause last night i was on the phone with ailin till 4.30am :D hahha. then we slept. so cute right! HAHAHHAHAH. lol im not making sense. anyway so met bev at the locker. omg im going to miss my locker, i really love my locker~~. 206. its so nice to see your locker everyday and stuff, then once in a while someone leaves a really sweet note there (: i get really surprised. love, anon. of course my locker SOMEHOW IS SHARED WITH JERM -_-! ahha haiz. HAHAH. i keep going off track!! yes so i met bev! went up to find mr su to teach us history, and he did! i have a much clearer view now :D i was irritating bev today >.< i was singing to her HAHAHHAHA whooooooooooo. and she just kept giving me the qian face and say, sam i dont know what u are saying. haha. beeburleeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ah, heart you. dropped bev home then went to pines to meet an invinsible ailin. AHHAHA. we planned to meet but came at different timings. and my phone batt was flat. i hate phone :(

OOOOOHH! ON THE 14TH OF OCTOBER WAS OUR 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY ^^
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 *12months*
hehe. 13oct went to DXO. let me just briefly say abt my day. went to school then went to PS for eyebrow appt then went to Taka to meet mary then we went to wisma, she went to work i went starbucks to study then ailin came. hang abit, then we went home, ailin came over. bombed my room. then mummy sent us to DXO. 14thoct. after DXO went to eat prata then went over to ailin's, eat, drink, shower, talk talk till ZZZZZZZZZ from 7am till 4pm. haha ailin so cute you know, i was sitting on the cahir, then she was like nvm, stay there i bring another chair. HAHA then after a while i look to my left and saw nth, then looked down. HAHA she was sitting on this pink pig stool thing. OMG HAHAHA. it was hilarious. i know it doesnt sound funny, but it was. okay so woke up coook food. gossip gossip then left. hahahah!.
yep. thats how 14oct went (:

2006-10-13T00:01:00.000+08:00

HAHAH. im back whoo(: (: HAHAHAHA went to california fitness with ailin today. i havent been there for a few months already. AND OMGGGG (: (: I SAW __________ AHAHHDAHHDFDNFLKADF
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YMCA. OHMYGOD :DDDDDDDDDDDDD THERE TOO *blushes blushes*
HEHE...... yeah and i was so embarrassed when i saw my personal trainer at the entrance. dammit. i hate it when i see him. he used to train me last year. and i was like so nervous. so i kinda self proclaim: i wanna stop. haha. so yeah ): i was YOUNGER THEN OKAY =\ im trying to send fat leon a song but he keeps logging out once he accepts it sigh not a good boy not a good boy. ailin & sam's ONE YEAR IS COMING. get readddddddddyyyy whooohooooooo.
I HEART U HONEY BABY BEE.

2006-10-07T01:43:00.000+08:00

Yet another EnglishTeacher essay to be done eww ): screw lit. i have been attempting to start but just cant. all i have been doing for the past 2 hours attempting to get started is 1)breathing 2)eating halls. of course in between a number of 3)phone calls. other than that nothing written on the paper except for my name and date.
got back my results yesterday. YAY i got A1 for ENGLISH and F9 for CHINESE. go me go me 2 words i had to say to bev once i came out of the exam room about my chinese paper: WILL FAIL. it was freezing in the room, people were sleeping. oh well, the other results, mm you wouldnt want to know. i went to school at 10 today cause i couldnt wake up. bev called me to meet her and the rest @ beauty world. but i didnt want to. so i went to school, spent the whole time there watching lincoln pull out lockers. i found it so funny so i just sat there laughing even though it wasnt exactly funny. he pulled this weirdo guy's locker.
ahhaha! i have to tell you about this guy! OMG HE IS SO WIERD i swear. he sneers and GROWLS at me. and im go like mm.. MMMMMMMM!@#@$!!!!MMMM!! still MM-ING. i think its because i called him junior on the first day of school for no apparent reason. so like now, he walks past me and whispers junior in my ear. WTF!!!! MMMMMMMMMMMMM. he freaks me out totally 100% really. my gosh. and he checks his locker everyday even tho there arent any books inside. I KNOW WIERD RIGHT.
had 3 and half hours of bio tuition with bev. after the 2nd hour i was dying i kept standing up and then sitting down cause i felt so restless. the teacher taught us on ecology. whoohoo the first time im reading the chapter.
honestly, im quite scared that im not scared that O lvls are so damn near. cause i think everyone should be freaking out by now, but im not, and thats really strange. i wonder if its normal. cause seriously, i havent not opened by sec 4 social studies book text book yet. this is so wrong. i was hoping that im prelim grades would scare me. however its not, but it sure is freaking my mum out. oh dear. sam wake up. SLAPS. zz.
okay off to start on my lit essay. Mii T3ll eUz wh3N mI okay forget it, ill tell you when i finish it. byeeeeee (=
<3 love love

2006-10-04T18:20:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA. im not rotting, too bad. was on the phone with fatty siangkoon and jerm last night after my decision to rot but to no avail. i was watching some super funny warcraft shit.

okay mm. AIYOOO so bitchy!!!
what nonsense what nonsense. please dont change the whole thing yeah yeah i know you think you so cool la k *faints* !!! but its freaking hilarious once i heard it. what a distortion of facts, great imagination and fat hopes. its was just a handshake. but now its like ew ew ew.

hehez mii fInish3d miI Litszx n3Hz. lolz.
bye loves.

2006-10-04T01:32:00.000+08:00

i feel so @^#%&^#%@$&(@$& im posting again this is how bored i am. my lit can wait or more like i cant get started on it. i seriously need some excitment and shock and adrenaline rush in my life and im fucking sure of that. my books are dead my hearts numb and my brain is dumb and i feel so liveless. and omg i dont even know why im typing this out now its like so disgusting ugh. i think i should just stay at home and rot to death or something. imagine me rotting ewww. nono. but theres nothing to do! okay dammit ill just rot. HA HA HA WATCH ME ROT. WHOOHOO. JUST WATCH. i sound like a psycho now shit ):

2006-10-04T01:06:00.000+08:00

hellooo.... nemui desu.. so so very very ): but im trying to force my brains to work and praying to god to cast a spell on my hands so that they'll write out a lit essay which is totally impossible. ugh.. im suppose to write an (the english teacher) essay which i havent open the book since last year. and i have to write on "Nothing will worry or interest me in lfe hereafter" !?!? ): i dont even know who said that. dammit!! work brain work.
so i havent gone to school for the past 2 days. from sat-tues i have been staying at home. tomorrow i dont have school too. cause its marking day. but i think ill go to collect some stuff from my locker which has no lock cause lincoln pulled the whole thing out. mhmm. omg this so boring. boring!! kanashii... tsumaranai desu~!! ): ahh ):

and i swear im suffering from some sort of withdrawal.
SAVE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *boo):*

2006-10-01T03:50:00.000+08:00

hello hello~~!! :D im feeling happy (: (: yay.
haha. anyway yesterday was my LAST prelim paper and thats so sad cuz i really like prelims. well after school i was feel so shitty cause of the night before. but im fucking glad that i did it. yay for sam okay so i was feeling so shitty that i didnt even wanna go down myself. so asked lincoln to go down to the canteen with me (: ahah. after a while i went back up and off to town with nicole, sing ling, lung lung, isaac and marcus. went to cine to buy tickets for john tucker must die movie. HAHAHA. so similar. but before the movie i called mummy to come to pass me cash ): cuase i didnt know that i wld be going out. bought like food for the movie. i loveeeeeeeeeeeee mochi mochi :) :) :) :D after the movie we walked around heeren. ahha saw santos there. talked abit.
then i went off to meet pard and xin ya at newton. we took a bloody mrt to JURONG :S i was like, we are on the mrt for quite long already. well hell yeah it was freaking long and this indian guy was taking pictures of us ew. after so long we finally reached. YAY went to some ice skating place to meet mrs lim sew JOO? dammit i forgot my form teachers name, janpan, valpal, estelle, elaine, edith, and others, so sorry if i missed out your names. then we went ICE SKATING. it was SOSOSOS FUN. yay! i didnt fall! ahha. val was like wettt. had heaps of fun (: we were hungry so we stopped and went off to eat. pard brought cards, so obviously we played! ahah. then we bought tickets for a movie at jurong.oh well, watched staying alivee~! i sat with pard and estelle, omg it was so SCARYYY :( estelle was bieng gay, i think i heard edith narrating the story to her while she was covering her eyes. hahahHAH. so fun so fun.
after the movie oh my god pard and i took the BLOODY train again from JURONG to newton. omg -.- regrets. should have taken the cab, but it was already 8pm and its my first time at jurong at that time of the night and with pard. and you'll like never know where the taxi driver might drive off to, when the probabilty is maybe 2 out of 50. but yeah so we still took the train and it was ughhh!!! beyond description. it was crowded and like so many people and the girl next to me was telling her friend about food being fucking digested and the guy behind me was putting his hand above my head and if pard looked up she wouldn see his armpit so her head was down even when i asked her to look up. and i found that so funny so i kept on laughing and i swear i couldnt laugh cause whenever i do that i breath in odour, GROSSSSS. so yeah we got off the next stop and some ulu place. and plus i had enough about digestion ): so we got on the next train. i was telling pard jokes hehehe ^_^ i think i found my jokes funnier than she found it. haiz. okay so yeah the journey was so long ): ): ): i hated it. once at newton i tried t get a cab but to no avail. waited for soososoososo long ): decided to take a bus with pard to opposite her place cuase like hopefully there would have a cab but no dammit. so i called mum and she came in 1 min. JUST 1 MIN. i should have called her earlier, but i was procrastinating. oh well went over to mary's place. ravinder and ailin were there. i was half dead by the time i reached. overly exhausted. well we had emo talk. ahahha. emo emo talk + super hot wasabi nuts. haha. at 1plus ailin's parents came over, so ravinder and i went over to ailins place to stayover. was on the phone with mary for a long time, emo talk continuation. hah. slept like a log (=
woke up the next morning, talked and slacked around abit. then mummy came and sent ravinder and i to bukit timah plaza where ravinder took a cab from there. went t buy somemore tys books. had lunch. then went home, had tuition which was so boring. after tuition i ran outside cause the air was so nice and cooling (: and found mummy and daddy sitting by the pool. they were discussing about houses and stuff *boring* then mummy handed me over my CIS package. whoohoo. so happy (: then blah blah we went to see houses, dinner then home. didnt study at night, instead i was on friendster. HAHA, i am somewhat reviving it. go add me~ ^.^! okay i sound like some desparate ah lianxxx. okay dont add me.
oh yah i wanna say im so glad for friday, was really a hard day for me if i had spent it alone, but im happy that i didnt (:
byebye nights im so tired i wanna sleep zzzzzzzzzzz
lovesss!
sam.

2006-09-27T20:27:00.000+08:00

hello :\ sigh.
been through just about everything that i could go through, when
it comes t relationships. dont know what i was missing or why i aint listen when i told myself that was it.
here i go, hurt again. cause of my curiousity, now that its over
what else could it be... he decides t cheat.
i made a promise never t settle but why i didnt i keep it?
cause i hated the heartbreak, crying & cheating & fooling around.
damn
why would i go on a search again when i know what the end would be.
what good is love when it keeps on hurting me?
though i cant be with you cause im scared ):
i guess love would be nice in someone else's life.
but IM NOT MISSING YOU. I GOT LIFE T DO.
I KNOW IM USUALLY HANGING ON I HATE T SEE YOU GO BUT NOW ITS DIFFERENT.
:D
okay so yeah, lifes kinda retarded now. oh well. hahahaa. laugh out loud yay ):
school was really :D ahha lol today. ailins call woke me up today. ONLY AILINS CALL. others didnt, heheh. so went t school at 12. had my bio prelim test. but before that i was at the m level waiting for the lift, then i saw BEVVV :D hehehhe. i forced her t go down t the canteen with me cause i wanted t change. after that we went t ria's table t look for bio clues HEHEHE. ah damn, but dont have. AHAHHA but have _mc_!! (: (: (: (: (: ahahha. yup :D then the lil korean boy was like making me sign actions t follow him. then he went into the shop and i saw soo nam there. ahh.. so i quickly went over t bev.but then he came out. so yeahhh i really wanted t go for my test. but bev had t talk t ning nong, hahah. i was like TRYING t fold heart in the shop while bev was talking t soo nam. marco helped me fold! but it turned out t be a pentagon. ahah lol -_- then we went for the exam. AHHHHHH :D:D:D:D:D:D was another ____ test, eheheha ahhahahhahadfhadjghakudfhughui. yeah. so i did my test. leaft early cause i finished it before time. first time, lol cause it was mcq): ahha so met bev at the toilet. then went down t the canteen. met sing ling, ria etc etc. bought food. then went home with ria, singling, BEV, bi & hehehahhahhoho!
ahahh bev was like ymca on fire -.- !!
the ride home was like spastic. singling bev and i were sitting at the back. then this disgusting guy sat infront of us, and started introducing himself as DIAMOND. then he asked for our names, and i was like. HEHEHE YEAHYEAH IM RUBY. lol bev slapped me ): pffts.!

2006-09-24T23:14:00.000+08:00

HELLO :D im studying social sutdies with my brother now. hoho, sec 3 book. and he is being damn gay, as always. kinda slacked the whole weekend away ): but i went around my area t search for houses hehe cause 6 keng chin rd is gonna be enblock. went t holland sixth ave robin rd newton blah blah. didnt know my mum made so many appts with the people ): i thought it was gonna be a short look & see. but it took HOURSSS. oh well it was fun anyway and i FINALLY got t see my dad's car -.- lol. okay gtg now BYEBYE :D oh yeah theres NO SCHOOL TMR. hehehe :x

2006-09-23T03:10:00.000+08:00

yay finally changed into my PJs. pjs love. mhmm. i have t say this, im SO SUPER sleepy zzz im like squinting -squints. dammit all those late nights ): poor eyes poor skin poor me. okay im pretty irritated by my blog. i wanna change my song cus its irritating the hell outtame like so much and i wanna change my layout too. but too bad im so bad at these kinda things. and i normally take a week t get it done, stupid.
hahah i forgot t mention. while talking t soo nam today, cus remember i said he told me he wanted t come t school today but i said nonono. well yeah he came. and bev saw him from the toilet. lol. so went t m levl t talk. while talking, a few people in outside clothes and yellow ts came in the school through the m lvl door. then i was like, whee company! mm XD soo nam didnt wanna stay there so he was like can we get out there are more coming in. and so true, ahah dammit the whole m floor was filled with yellow ts people. we sat outside the m lvl, @ the carpark. wow there were yellow ts people spilling out of the m floor. i was WHEEE MORE COMPANY:D hah. i was waving at them and saying HI and smiling like some mother fucking suck up. whoohoo. omoshiroi desu!! ^^ and soo nam was like dont dont dont. HAHAH. and the yellow ts poeple turned back and smiled AT MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. YAY!!! at least i showed them how st francis students can be such good people. i bet once they go exploring the school and the other studnets, their perspective will change. lol. but first impression is always important understand and im happy that i made that gay important first impression by acting all diabetic while having a person beside me saying dont dont dont GET IT DAMMIT its important.
good.
my schools always having visitors and stuff like really omg. they can come in pathetic numbers or in figging packs yeah.and they will bring their darling cameras and spastic hats and till now i still dont understand why hats?! ugh. so yes they will look from the m level down to the canteen at us like in a zoo jsut that ours is crazier.
after the talk i was moodless to do anything and nothing so i went down t our lunch table and plopped myself next t me bevvv ITS ME BEV ): only misa! xD wanted t do some math revision before my PRELIM exam start at 1240. cause like maybe i havent done a math sum in like yeah a long time. but then moodless sam decided t entertain herself by measuring. HOHOOH im at like almost at the 4TH LINEEE :D yayaya!!! and bev says her bestfriendnot is at the 3. aww short short boy! tsk.
stupid lutfi said i was a SMALL KID ): kechill???!!!!! ?!?!?!?
OMG ITS 3am i didnt knowwwwwwwwwwww.nemui desu!! i think im going t sui jiao le LARHXZXZZXXX de bahzzxzxasddfadbf.
sweetdreams.
(=
omgilovethatsmallkoreanboy:D:D:D:D
ahhh stabs.
i dont want him t grow, i want him small and babycute >.<

2006-09-23T01:26:00.000+08:00

ahha hello. seans being gay. he passed me 60 bucks t pass it t ailin. then he said thankyou for last night. lol and i didnt get it so i asked why. HAHAHAH. but now i get it. ass -.-

okay anyway i feel like vomitting ): went t jerelyn's birthday party today (dont know if i got the name right) well, yeah the first time i saw her i was like, omg so familiar!!! :x then i was, oOOoooOOooOoh YEAH. she was from the pats school hse, ahha. ailin was also from there, but i dont know why i have never seen her before. hahahaZZZZZZ ): my contacts are making me mad. its fucking painful ): ):

OKAY SO TODAY WAS SCHOOOOOOL DAYYYYYY. whoohoo. ahah every monday t friday is school day luh. lol. oh!! yeah, damit. prelims started already. BUT ITS SO FUN :D reallyyy. i love prelims. haha my first paper was eng p1 and p2 on wed. had bio p2 and AHHHHHHHHMATHS:D:D:D:DBEVVVVVHEHEHEHYMCAAAA paper1 today. yup. strange paper. oh wells :D :D ahahha eehehhe. DJFAKJBFuG2UIGEJBFAUDFBubasbfsdhvajdbfugUOGFUSDGAUF#($&*#&*&%*&#*($&#(% :):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)

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okay i just had t do that.
yeah yst i had some shit papers. oh yeah lit ): ): ended school at 2 plus. but stayed in school till 5 plus. was on the phone with soo nam. didnt want t talk at all. but then it came out and yeah i was like half way talking i threw my phone onto the next table. then after 1 min i pick it up and continue talking. lol. felt so stoned and revived after the conversations. but then he came t school today. i was like. nonono. haha. i had nothing t say. so i just spoke t him in chinese, and he couldnt understand a word. lol. its not like i understand when he speaks korean.
wha shit, my eyes are so painfullllllllllllllllll ): ): ):

i need t do some thinking.
HAHAAHA. omg lol. today during maths paper, it was so funny!!!! HAHHAH. ___ came into the room. 3r487837283 was SO SHYYYYYYYY. then bev told me t shut up and do my paper 3 times ):

2006-09-18T18:50:00.000+08:00

(: BOO! I feel sleepyyy. ailin just called me. AHHAAA! shes doing accounts. lol i HATE accounts ): cause i cant balance for nuts. anyway yup! i didnt go t school todayyy (: mondays school ends at 1. so its like pointless. and also the fact that i dont attend classes. super pointless. so slept till 1, then my tuition teacher came. after that, i studied for a bit. then had math tuition. yeah she just left. my brother's friends are over. and now they are swimming. good :D at least ill be able t do some hw before they come back from their gay swimming. OH SHIT. i think they are back already. OKAY yes -.- they are back. dammit. guess i wont have any peace and quiet time t myself t do my HOMEBLOODYWORK ): ):

byeeeee ^^

2006-09-17T05:02:00.000+08:00

helllllooo, havent been blogging lately. cant be bothered too. too busy with so much things happening ): ): argh i feel quite crapped up. anyway you must thinking what the fuck im doing up at this ungodly hour. well, ive been studying. yeah, miss jasmine wants me t finish up 2 bio test papers and i have loads of maths and fucking revision t do. my prelims are next week and ive just got my heads t my books. sigh. anyway im like so sleepy now zzz i can just sleep if you ask me t. but i dont think i want t. cause im wierd.

MY BABY AILIN AILINNNNNN & I's lol, ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY IS COMING.
WHOOHOOO (: (: loveloveloveloveloveeeee :D!!!!!!
okay i just had t type that out (:

anyway last week passed so fast. went t school but didnt attend any lessons in school. tell me how screwed is that. anyway didnt go t school on friday. but last week was really fun (: played & played in school. ahhaa. went t yuani's house after school almost everyday with the rest. hHAHA. watched miss swannnnnnnnnn. OOOHHH sam's favourite :D STUDIED and stuff. i had t do this chinese paper thing, which took my FOREVER. let me stress, FOREVER. ahah, and in the end, i got 1 out of 10 for the close passage. how cool am i? HHAHAAAAAAAAA. right ):

thursday i was caught for skipping LIT lesson. lol ): i didnt want t go cause balan gave the class test. and i hate TESTSSS!!! eeyuck. but whatever la, i had t do it in the end, BY MY SELF OUT SIDE. & not in the canteen!!! i wanted t do it in the canteen! but he didnt allow. bastard. anyway it was either derek/his brother, cant remember the name, well he was keeping me company! so cute right. he ended sleeping while watching me do my test. ANDDDD. omg -__- shawn was taking my phone the whole time. its not like he returns it you know. he takes & RUNNN. down stairs t the canteen. and i run after him. so embarrassing ): and he did it 3 time ): oh yeah YMCAAAAAAAAAA :D hahah. lol. bev must be thinking. AHH. not another one. LOL :P hehe.

oh yeah i went t church last sunday with ailin! omg, i really felt different. no really. i felt good. ahha. oh and i found out smth, you know sometimes when you sleep, then suddenly you wake up but you cant move or talk. (omg i get super scared when that happens) anyway, yeah. its called SPIRTITUAL HARRASSMENT. YAHHHHH. HAHAH. i have been spiritaully harrassed. and when ailin had leg cram while eating at ps, she said she had spiritual harrassment. okay people, you must.. understand.

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA!!! >.<

okay byebye people.
im going t find a better place.
now its like, people are making so much assumptions.
):
things are kinda screwed up now.
im like living in another world. HAHAH, wtf im crazy
no but really. so its like, after o lvl like get back onto earth.
or maybe ill continue living in that world.
sigh, SFMSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. why like that ):
?!?!?!
didnt expect things that happen in SFMS t be so real. i always thought its like another world/place/time zone. whateverr you call it.
ok forget it.

anyway i was feeling abit down today while studying, cause i was thinking abt some things. so i called pard at 12 plus t 1. and she picked up :D i felt higher after that. mYmYMMYMYMYMYYMMmymymMYMYMMY (: pard. hehehehe.

2006-09-09T01:29:00.000+08:00

hello. im not really in a mood t blog now. in fact i feel really shit up. lets see how long ill be feeling this shittyness. okay anyway the week is coming t an end. cant wait for school t start. actually i dont know if im looking forward t it or looking forward for school t be over. omgg. nonono. ok shut up sam, i dont know what im blabbering about. see this is what shit does t you. dammit.
anyway today i feel proud of myself cause i didnt sleep the whole night. haha, but thats not exactly what im proud of. im just really proud that i did all my hw, studied bio, went for all my tuitions. which was in total 4. average number. some days i have like, 1 2 3 4 5 .. you wldnt want t know.
omg im back t smiles again :D :D :D hehe i dont feel shit up anymore yay!! im dumb.
today was the LAST day of the crash course tuition thing at orchard plaza. and omg, it was the most boring one out of the whole week. the teacher who came today was so boring. seriously, once she stepped into the room she was so pestimistic already, she went like, i dont know how one day of crash course is going t help blah blah fuck you. and it wasnt ONE DAY woman, it was a week. lol.just that, how unfortunate she was our teacher for the last day.and while marking attendance, she had t say the student's school name too -_- then when she came t my name, she was like'samantha?' and i raised my hand t indicate that i was present, then she said,'mm st francis, ah, i knew it was you. not local student.' I WAS LIKE o.O O.o ?? T.T !!!
anyway after tuition i went home and changed and met ailin at wisma (i saved her from the ultimate boredom) yay t me (: (: while waiting for her i bought clothes. then she came, went t cine, since practically the whole town was closing down cause it was late. went t cine, AHHAHA. on the way there i was said t ailin that i slipped and fell ill run home straight away (fyi.the rain just stopped, so the floor was wet.) HAHA, and soon enough, ailin slipped! HAHAHAHHA. so funny!! :D just in time, the green man showed, so we were slowly walking towards the traffic light t cross over t the other end(ailin- state of shock). then the green man started blinking. aahahah, lol i hate it when that happens, cause like you have t quicken your pace or maybe run infront of the cars. so there was i again telling ailin, what if someone in the car we know is looking at us running across, how stupid will that look!!! haha. but i dont think she heard me ): ailin's status- recovering from shock (slip) HAHHAHA. went for dinner at cine. had juice and shared meat balls. HAHHA. omg. iloveailin. then took a cab home together.

monday 4sept
KILLER. REALY KILLER! :(

tuesday 5sept
went for dinner with keenon, soo num & sean's parents at 6 ave. heheh :D during dinner, i received a call from ailin, but mary was on the phone. after dinner, i went over t ailin's hse. there was, ravinder, mary, ailin, fulin, gwen, mabel, jeremy & tanya. oh and baby! hehe. bambi!! really looks like mini bambi. haha. had food and fun. drank abit here and there. then mabel, tanya and jeremy left. so all of us went t watch sleepover. hahahah. it was really funny. omg, the guy is so cute :D x10000 at 3 all of us went home!! i wanted t walk home from ailin place, but then mum called while i was at chancery, she thought i was mad, and made daddy come and pick me up ): i so wanted t walk!!

wed 6sept
CANT REMEMBER.
ooh i remember, i refused t go for one of my tuitions, and so i didnt go, but mum was angry ): bleagh.

thur 7sept
went t the petshop, ahh reminded me of hershey ))))':

SAM ONLY ____
V_______S
&
F____s,
NOTHING ELSE.
(: :D

2006-09-03T23:55:00.000+08:00

HELLO :D just got home from dinner. went t taka for dinner with mum and gab! today was rather productive. i studied :D hohoho, like omg -_- what an achievment -_- lol. but before going t taka i went t orchard plaza t sign up for some shit. ill have t go there everyday now frm tmr onwards till fri. damnit. it stinks! ): ): after dinner went t kino! got all my books and went t buy my mags BUT THEN, while looking for them, a fucker came up and asked me if i wanna go thailand or some shit. i was like trying t avoid him, but he kept restarting the convo. i really wanted t grab my mags and leave. but then i couldnt take it, so i said NO i dont wanna go there :@ and walked of. it was so pissing. *@&*(@*&# argh. what a major asshole. and he is like old!!! *vomits* eww.
but at the end of the day i went home happy :D with all my books and jmags (: (: ):without my magazines, ughhh!!!!!!!!

yesterdayyyy. stayed @ home ): watched tv at 1am with mum and stupid gabriel, who said he wont be able t sleep, cuase he was scared.

friday! KRUNK! there was no school on friday, so i woke up at 1pm. lol. was suppose t go town t meet soo nam & the rest in town. but then nicole called me and asked me if i was going t miss jasmine's hse now. and i was like huh? i thought it was postponed t monday! but she was daf dfa df fa af d fa GOGOGOGO. hhah. then said thats for tuition, but not for the video! then miss jasmine called me, made me feel so guilty. she was like, ok go for your outing, but ur o lvls coming, blah blah. so in the end i WENT!! picked bev up and went there together. yuani and nicole was there already. watched the video on sexual reproduction. wha, i looked like an alien when i was in my mum's stomach. after the video she asked us qns & stuff. wanted t go town with yuani t meet the rest. but then i had t meet ailin:D & change. and i know i take FOREVER to get ready. so yuani dropped me home. quickly showered and rushed out t meet ailin at balestier. hahaha. picked her up at shaw plaza then went t lokee(dont know how t spell) chicken rice place. met up with ravinder, mary, leon, fulin and jason. ate ate. cabbed t sentosa! krunk was okay. ehehe. anyway, left at 3am. at 4 went t meet NEMOOOOOO and soo nam at railway mall, near school. they were there, supposedly drinking tea. hhaha. but it was fun. talked and stuff. saw AH BENG BOY BOY and rusty from afar. lolll. i bought prata and 2 eggs. silly nemo, put so much black sauce in 1 egg, so soo nam made him drink it. cause it was too black. i called it nigga egg. HHA. and the other one was semi nigger. cause it was lighter. HEHEHE.

oh oh oh continuation. on thursday i was super bored, remember? ahhaha, so in the end soo nam called me, i went t hume ave! inside the condo, i was lost!!! ): but then saw nemo and soo nam, so walked out of the condo and keenon and sean were there waiting. lol. walkedd t 711. was a really nice walk, really cooling after the rain. bought drinks and food. then went back t the condo and drink and ate. omgomg, i was looking at the frogs that sean caught. cute! anyway, it was getting late, so mummy came, and i went home!(:

THIS WEEK AHEAD IS GOING T BE A SUPER HECTIC WEEK, AND I CANNOT BELIEVE IT. CAUSE I MADE IT HECTIC. AND I CANT BELIEVE IT EVEN MORE THAT I AM ACTUALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO IT. im going t achieve something. till friday, cya!!!!!!!!!!

much love!

2006-08-31T17:56:00.000+08:00

i sear im so fucking bored i can cry. like now. ugh!!!! someone take me out. OH PLEASE =) ah fuck it, no one is responding.
i suddenly have this craving for this korean icecream. its like a fish shape. and there is like red beans inside and vanilla, like omggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg. super nice. ___ such a meanie, im not a retard. i can count!
at like 1 o clock leo said that he was in cathay BY HIMSELF, he asked me t go, but i couldnt get my lazy ass off my chair. cuase somehow i have a bond with it ;) and like he jsut messaged me. WHOOHOO. HE IS STILL THERE. BY HIMSELF. GOD WHATS HAPPENING.
IM GO-ING OUT. tatasssssssssssssss, loves.
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2006-08-31T14:43:00.000+08:00

oh ya, ON TUESTDAY, was graduation dayyyyyyyyyyyyy )))))))))))): oh yaaaaaaaaaaaa, omg im graduating. i graduated. omg. omg. this is so not helping. the teachers wrote messgaes t the sec fours. it was so sad. i didnt know the teachers cared so much ): sigh. this year passed so fast. going t school on the first day is still so clear in my mind. getting suspended on the first month, is even clearer. omgg im so sad now. ill miss school. i still have the prom photos t upload. but ill do it another time. OH YA THAT REMINDS ME. during the graduating ceremony, they showed prom pictures on the big screen. OMGGG MY PICTURE WAS THERE. SMILING LIKE AN IDIOT,by myself. see la, the teacher kept chasing me with the camera. as in really, ahah, he just kept saying, okay okay one more one more. & i was like NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. lol. even during the wizrd of oz play earlier this year, the teachers forced me t take a picture!! i grabbed nicole, cheese, snap, REGRETS ughh. they also showed the sports day photo. there was a picture of me giving a funny face with BEVERRRRRRLLLLLLLLLLYYY. love. beaver not otter -.- ahahah. omg, talking abt this makes me feel so embarrassed.
but prom was really embarrassing, cause i was literally running ):

2006-08-31T14:34:00.000+08:00

its raining now. i think it has been rainging for a very longtime already ): sigh.. the rain makes me feel so depressed & crap ): ): & like im waiting for my tuition teacher t come. how depressing is that man ): ): ): very, i know. ahhhhhhhhhh. im so down )))))))): i feel like riding now!!! i wannna ride. i remember, i love riding in the rain. so relaxing, i miss riding. omg, im just making myself feel more emo. bye.

cheer up sam! ): cannot.

2006-08-31T12:48:00.000+08:00

heys, im like freaking bored t death now. was suppose t go t school today but i didntttt, cause i couldnt wake up ): lol. nobody woke me up! ): yeaps. but i got a call frm sing ling tho, but it was too late already. school was gonna be over. oh wells.
yst i had school. i felt rather ------___------ sianed up. so i really felt like i needed t get out of school. called mum up t bring me shopping. while waiting for mum t come, lincoln & i went t ttc for lunch. waited with my while mummy came. FINALLY mum came, went t taka. WHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAA, from sianedd up t smiles! shopped at taka, then went t wisma, more smiles. okay im so retarded. then went home, found out that my dog died. there was the death certificate on the table. when i read, 'cody'. omg, i started crying )': its so sad, i loved cody. anyway, then i went for chinese tuition. then met soo nam, kenane, tzu long, his gf, blahhh blah at rocky. talked & stuff. then went t watch ghost game with soo nam. OMG. the main character which is a lady, LOOKS LIKE A GIRL FROM SCHOOL. hahaha. really, that thai girl in the movie looks like a thai girl from school. dammit, bev was so right la. hah. told soo nam, but he said no -.- idiot.

FRIDAY 25/8/06
i had the wierdest encounter with a taxi driver on friday, before meeting jason & the new cathy place. once i got into the taxi, he was like, are you local? -_- then he said i look like im from korea/japan. & i was like nooo. then he spoke in chinese, & he said too fast, so i said huh? then he said, SEEEE, you are not local la. you dont understand chinese. then he started TALKING ABT THE 5CS -_- my gosh. i was like thinking what was he thinking man. then he asked if i have a BOYFRIEND. yuckkss. aiya, he is disgusting la. went t watch the american hunting with jason. before that, we sat at starbucks. after the movie, went t ps t eat. lol. walked over t cine t meet ailin, fulin, rav, leon, mary, kenny @ some hong kong placee :D walked around town, then went back t cine t meet leo & the rest. watched snakes on the plane. aahha, wierd show. then went homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

2006-08-26T17:48:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOO :D :D :D im going t back track my days & i think im suffering from a serious memory loss problem. i literally must use my calendar t help me out. lol.
but anyway i know this week was pretty fun & exciting. school was great, it always had been, & always will (: (: (: my bruise is still painful )': my mum is rushing me t change & get ready for dinner now. cause she says i take very very long t get ready ):

2006-08-23T23:05:00.000+08:00

i was planning t stay back after school today t STUDY in the library. was like begging bev t stay with me t study. but then she didnt want t ): i got my homework up & stuff. couldnt concentrate at all cause the art pre u guy kept staring at me, so scary. & the philipinos were talking very loudly ): even while listening t my ipod, i could hear their noise. i was quite irritated, so i took out my phone & called my mum. lol i also dont know why my mum. ahahah. but then mummy was having a meeting!! ): & i didnt want t go home cause i had chinese tuition after that, so its like so troublesome t go home, then get out of home again. so i decided t call for a manicure appt. whoohoo. so i took my stuff & cabbed down t paragon :D called my maid t collect my stuff while i was on the way t paragon. i felt happier after that. hahaha. then leo came t paragon t meet meee (: he was like, eh why you dont need t bring anything for tuition? hahah, i only brought a pencil for tuition. lol. anyway while waiting for a cab. 2 vietnamese ladies were sitting beside us. i didnt know they were frm vn, until leo told me.& that was when i got my BIG BIG bruise on my leg for laughing so much. cause i asked the 2 vn ladies if vn have WINTER! lol. & they said no -.- HAHAH. but leo said there is -.- -.- i was laughing so much. till i fell -.- -.- -.-!! then leo was like, there is!! then i was like, yeah yeah spore also have. hahahahha. but then, yes its true that vn has winter, in his capital city -__- the lady also agreed. hahahah. seriously, their conversation was hilarious.

2006-08-22T22:29:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOOOO :D :D omg havent blogged for so long (: (: im suppose t finish up my bio hw now, but hack. i have t blog. today was ENGLISH o level oral exam. it was okkkkkkk, better than chinese tho. haha, duh -_- i was planning t go t school today, but i couldnt wake up, like seriously cannot wake up, cause i slept very late last night. so woke up at 12 this afternoon. got changed, i wore school uniform t GHIM MOH! cuase i couldnt find anything else t wear. cus the other time i went there for chinese listening, i got scolded for my attire. they told me t wear LONGER shorts, & that happened t be my longest shorts. so yeah ):
the past few days were very fun :D & busy, thats why i had no time t blog. ok firday was PROM. woke up at 11am. got changed & went down t PS, for my eyebrow appt. ohoho, got my mags too. hahahha. lol. went shopping while waiting for mum t bring me t paragon. shopped (: then went for my super lonnggg appt from 1pm - 6.30pm. the nails part was FREAKING BOIRING )': i was so hungry & bored. i was chatting with ailin for very long, then parddie, bev, etc etc. cause the nail ladies were very quiet. i tried t start a convo, but they were like more interested t in painting, so i was like whatever. at least the hair & makeup people were more friendly (: cuase they have done my hair & makeup before. so yeah it was more fun chatting with them. hahah. after that, mummy came at 6.30 t bring me home. changed into my green dress. lol :D
then went outside my hse. leo was waiting for me :D hehehe, took a cab t stamford. met nicole & johnathan there. passed them our stuff so that they can being it up t the room. waited for them in the cab.. they took quite long. lol. the hotel guy was being irritating. anyway, nicole & johnathan came down. & we went t ritz carlton for prom!! :D it was so exciting. ahahah. saw so many people at the lobby.sat at the same table with bev & min htike. johnatha said smth damn damn mean in the cab. LOL. tsk. ahah. took alottt of picturessss!! really fun. the food was good. i won the miss summer thing. jordan was mr summer. hehe. nicole was miss winter, & her darling johnathan was mr winter. they both wore white. lol. had really funny performances that made everyone laugh like shit. till laura wanted t throw knifes. hahaha. at the end part the dj was playing music, & we had dancing & stuff. it was really good :D :D bev & min htike went home t change, while nicole & i danced more. by like 12.45 the music kinda sucked. wanted t club, but then it was friday & it was hse music. so nah.. went back t the hotel. got cahnged. bev & min htike came in. then all of us went t cine. met alot of people there. some still in their dresses. watched the breakup. leo & min htike slept. this shows how boring it was. ha. bought drinks & went back t the hotel. nicole, johanthan, leo & i drank & wanted t play truth or dare. but by the last drink. nicole & i went mad. hahahhahha. guess the rest. lol. it was crazyyy. nicole woke up in the middle of the night & puked on the floor. slept at 8am. thats all (:

2006-08-21T23:04:00.000+08:00

today was quite boring. i had like so many tuitions, met up with bev in the evening for bio till 10 (:

2006-08-18T01:55:00.000+08:00

hello (: (: i cant get t sleep!! count sheeps wont even help ): so anyway since my com is 24/7 on, i decided t bloggggg :D okay guess what? PROM IS TMRWWWWWW
TOMORROW TOMORROW (: (: (: hahah, yeah you guys must be wondering, why so early? lol seriously i dont know either. BUT i think its because if prom is after the o levels exam, alottt of students wont go. cause they will go straight back t their countries (: makes sense right? like if im not from spore, why would i want t stay on after the exams,id rather go back t my country for a holiday then come back t collect the results. yup yup! SO YES, OMG PROM IS TMR.
so yes, the last min sam went shopping today with mum. t get a prom dress, heels, etc. omg, you wldnt know how stressed i wasssss. like really stress. i went from marina square t all over town. ahha. but i bought my dress & stuff in the end (= so at least tmr can be a 'relaxing' day with ALLL MY APPOINTMENTS stacked up, starting from 11am t 5.30pm -_- argh dammit, means that i have t wake up early tmr. oh yeah i didnt go t school today. whoohoo. i woke up at 1pm >.< lol.
this years prom theme is FOUR SEASONS (summer, autum, winter & spring). how gay is that?! last years was like midnight rendevous (whatever you spell it) & i think the year before last was fairytale or some shit. cant remember what my friends told me. anyway i bought a green dress. hehehe, spring spring spring (=

hahah, my autum looks wierd. okay good night, good love & good dreams (: lovesss!!

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2006-08-11T23:27:00.000+08:00

i dont want t know anything, i just want t be clueless & happy.
sam is going t start studying for o levels.

2006-08-11T01:05:00.000+08:00

lol i jsut wrote a very long entry, & i forgot t say good night good dreams & good love. eheheheh! (= (= oh yeah, i jsut realised that im finally SIXTEEN. not finally actually i was sixteen like 8 days ago. but i just finally realised that im sixteen. oh shit i repeated myself. no, its like i know im 16, but i suddenly realised. ok hack it. i dont know what im saying myeslf.
thanks jason, for the present. its so prettyyy & pink (: (: maryyyyyyyyyyyyyy ah. hahah (=
& thanks charlotte, the hedge hog is very very cute (: i named it already. be a proud mama. HOHOH. oh yeah, jerm's dog is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
lucky (: a-d-o-r-a-b-l-e.

2006-08-11T00:25:00.000+08:00

hello! hello! (= today was like the tuition day. i had FOUR tuitions all in one day. yeah man (: its quite fun actaully. tuition marathon started at 11am till 10pm. lol. its like studying without realising:D nothing happened much today as i was with my books most of the time. had my fourth tuition with bevvvv (: (: yay! theres school tmrw. seriously cant wait :) there was school today, but i skipped it. so pathetic, its like everybody has no school today, but our school didnt make it a holiday. oh well.

i have like alot of pictures t upload, but im freaking lazy t get my ass t the other computer t uploud. see even typing the sentence out sounds damn draggy. lol, ok i shall do it tmr. on monday, i had my HOHOHO sports day thing. lol i came like one hour late. & i was quite nervous. ahaha, cause i was late. & i didnt really want people t see me coming in late. so yeah, went t the track & sat down with bev. she was shocked t see me there. hahah, when i went t the track i was like thinking, eh why so little people. then when i looked up, i saw the whole school sitting there, with thier banners and blue, yellow & red t shirts (their team colous.) even though the number of students in the school who came is like only equal t sec 3 & 4 of scgs. the day still went on very well. there were music & food & all. it was hectic. people came & go whenevr they liked -.- hahahahahah, omgomgog yellowww (: lol so retarded. OH YEAH & I RAN -.- -.- -.- whaaa i was hoping that no one would notice me running, but then when i was 'running' t the finishing line, they shouted 'SAMANTHA' & i was like, shitss dotss. -_-!!! i was suppose t run 2 rounds but i ran 1 instead. ahha ria, bev & i were like playing in the middle of the track, running back & fourth.bev is the best, half way running she went t the toilet. hahaha! after that had prize giving, it was seriously crazy! but i had fun, loads of it (: (: the japanese interchange students also came :D what i still dont understand is, why are there so many small & big taiwan students in my school. like really, they are all in home clothes & stuff & they are always playing& attending lessons????. & there are so many of them, different month, different ones will come. but i know that there are jap students in school for the interchange prog. but there are like only 8?? i was like okayyy..then 1 week later there was prize giving for some events, some other jap girls came & performed. & i have not seen them before & they are not one of the 8 jap students. then i heard that they are also here for the inter change prog. man.. im confused )= )= & im curious. & last semester was the thai students. alamak. now im really confused.

okay i shall stop my boring shit. afte sports day, i went t town t meet chantel for lunch @ coca! dropped off with bev & min htike at taka. then went up t meet pardyywadyy yay! (: we ate & ate until we were super duper full. we sat there for almost 2 and half hours. after 2 hours of letting the soup boil while eating, the soup was like YUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM (: we are like certified pigs la. after that we read maggggs at kino. i wanted t get mags for the rest of the week, like what i always do, but then i decided t get with mummy. went home with pard. we took a BUS !!!!!! -.- aiyo. chantel ah. i wanted t cab home. but then she said, cannot -.- i remember the other time we went out for dinner at seoul gardens, after dinner she WANTED T WALKKKK HOME. & i was like no? unless she drank this disgusting thing i made. & she drank it -.- sigh pard. sigh ahhaha. i love u.
thanks t the stupid bus, took like forever t come. i went home & quickly got changed & off the jerms house for a party (:
yuppsss. alot alot of people were there. let me try t remember. ok forget it, my memory sucks. oh ya! i was taking a walk t remember with ailin(: we took alot of pictures, our walk was really nice. but then next thing i knew while walking back was, i was CREAMED by JEREMYYYYYYYYY omg. i was so grosssssed! seriously. ahah ailin also got that cream over her. so we went t jerm's hse t shower. after the whole party thing, sk, leon, soon leng, jerm, wayne, ant, shawn, franco & i went over t jason's hse. i was eating bread ): cause i was hungry. i made bread for people t eat hehehe. had supper at some place later in the night. watched miss SWAN. hahAHHAHAHAhhahhaha DAMN DAMN funny (: i like. look like a man! ahahah. omgggxz.
anyway slept over.

in the morning i rushed home & got out again for charlotte's hse.! t celebrate my fourth party with elaine & estelle this time. haha. i was veryy fun! (: i had lots of fun. (: (: i really miss my classmates. they are all so lovely & bonded. some people DIDNT COME (: hahah at charlotte's hse, we took pictures, played games, hit nemo till it died & disect it, t find sweets in it. sucked helium lol. so cuteee, climbed the roof, played played (: threw water ballons. i love them truck loads. sigh, i wanna go back t scgs. but everytime i go back there t visit my class, i get kicked out of school, cause i refuse t wear the 'visitor' badge. imstubbornthanks.

2006-08-06T17:02:00.000+08:00

hello hello. i just finished studying ONE, OKAY ONNNEEE chapter of bio. oh man! its one!!! 1111111111. argh! when can i ever start studying seriosuly. dammit. i practiced piano today for like 15 mins then i gave up, cause i was pissed with myself for not playing well & also the fact that my piano exam is tmrw. so i was getting all stressed & shit. & now im angry with myself for studying only ONEEEE chapter of nonsense. someone save me )'= I WANNA GO OUT NOW!!!!!
thursday was my birthday.. yeah i know this is a late entry. but whatever. i went t school & my friends sang me a birthday song. hehe. so did kevin! lol. jeremy was being an ass, he kept bullying me. until now, i cant forgive him. lol, after school i went t town t meet soon leng. we watched click. haha its a very nice movie. soonleng bought me a BIG BEAR. so cute! (: thanks!!! after that i had t rush home t change for dinner with my family, dad & gab. went t shangrila for dinner. sinful!! then the people came & surprised me with a red cake, & sang me a song. lol it was fucking embarrassing, but i found it fun. hahahah.
friday!!!!!! gab, soonleng & skfatty gave me a surprised birthday dinner thing at keppel club. & i was late la! cause i didnt know they were there. i thought i was only meeting my brother for dinner. lol. another sinful dinner!!! soon leng brought a card for me, with a recorded msg, but then messgae didnt come out. & he left it there in the end! )= so i didnt get t bring it homee )= then came home. i had another birthday cake. it was very very pretty. seriously (= thanks mom. ate it. lol sinful!!
note the number of sinfuls! anyway, my 16th birthday has been really great (: (: thanks for the love & hugs & presents & kisses & chocolates & messagessss & callsss (=(= ok spread the love.

Yesterday i had maths tuition in the morning. then i had paino lesson. then i went over t some place for another piano practice. then i went t town t meet soonleng. busy busy. met him at ps. bought tickets for tokyo drift, i like(: (: we had one hour before the movie started. so we went down t look for phones cause i wanted t buy a phone, & i still want t buy a phone cause i couldnt find any last night. but i dont know what type of phone i want. sigh im always so fickle. during the movie soonleng threw corn at me )= asshole. after the movie we went t makan @ macs. i became salty samantha, cause soonleng (siti) threw fries at me!!!! >:( :( ohoho i bought korean vcds!! ahha. yay yay yay (= then went t dome t meet leon, cam, terence, kw, etc etc..

sam: will you still love me in the morning?
pardy: -never reply-

2006-08-02T21:45:00.000+08:00

heyy!(=
TOMORROW IS MY BIRTHDAY. BIRTHDAY TMR IS MY. IS BIRTHDAY MY TMR. ok im mad. hohoho. daddy called me this afternoon when i was shopping t ask me what i want, but i told him i dont know. i want t be happy :D ......... )=
anyway school was fun today! had chinese letter writing test. i dont think anyone can understnad what i wrote. lol. oh ya, i stayed upstairs during recess & lunch. hehe, & i pinned up lincolns hair with my clips. he look so pretty :D 99% was because of my clips la. & he wanted t bring it home, -_- i think if he brings them home, i can say bye bye t it already. anyway, sports day is COMING.. yikes! ive got t run the damn relay shit thing soon. omgomg. i cant do it. its gonna be so embarrassing. thinking abt it makes me wanna puke. oh man ): anyway anyway, everyones getting their banners ready. whoohoo. they are like painting & painting. i wanna paint too. im sure red house banner will be the prettiest! hahaha, today we were walking in school & saw an unfinished banner, then there were the names of the countries on it. & it so happen that the word 'THAILAND' was the biggest.ahah cause the painters were from thai. then like, singapore, korea etc etc were like smaller. hahahah, then the other people from that particualr house were like, 'aye wheres malaysia', wheres vietnam' ?!?! haha. ok, its ok if you dont get it lol. im bad at explaining.
ooooOOOOoooh. today i bought these sweets frm school. there were many colours in it & i found it cute. i poped it in my mouth & my whole face changed man. seriously beyonddddddddd sour. then nicole & i were betting whose face will change most & stuff. then i make her put 5 of the sweets into her mouth, & her face was still the same!!! omg, so i owe her a new packet of sweets. lol. after school i realised that i havent eaten anything proper the whole day, so i went down t the recess with bev & bought fried rice, i shared mine with nicole. it was so spicy taht i saw double. ahhaha. eh damn cool. ahha. went t johnathan's hse first with bev, min htike, bryan & nicole. then went t town.! looked for prom dress & stuff. nothing nice. so went for tuition.

2006-08-01T00:57:00.000+08:00

oh ya & before i turn off my com. i wanna say OMG CELINE <333333333 such a sweet entry <3333 i love youuuuuuuuuu many. remember i said ill check it out, & i did! im here for you too k! & yes, you've been missed <3 by ME.
sam :) hugs.

2006-08-01T00:30:00.000+08:00

again & again, i disappoint myself. i was planning t do my accounts hw after dinner, but i didnt even open the book. i ended up watching grey anatomy, omg so niceeee :D & i played with my rabbit. #&%(#*&$()@ freaking cute (:
ok. today was a very short day at school. school ended at 1pm, like every monday. on the way t school i happen t see bev standing by the road waiting for a cab. so i decided t stop by & pick her up (: i happened t have so many msges coming in this morning. its like, beep.... then beep. ok i dont know what im talking abt. anyway bev dragged me for history class! argh. so boring.! then ss. gosh even more boring. got back my test marks, & i passed (: lifes starting t get fair. went down for recess, skipped lit class with jerm. we ended up eating. lol. ahah. then for bio, went t the lab with lincoln & bev. OMGGG, i saw 2 rabbits. super damn damn cute >.< really. but too bad, the pre u students are gonna disect it.
ok gtg now. bye bye good night (:

2006-07-30T23:33:00.000+08:00

IM LIKE DAMN HAPPY!!! because the stupid evil fatty joel is asking me t blog this!! omg, like EDISON CHEN'S butler!!!! lol.
ahhahahah.

2006-07-30T22:55:00.000+08:00

hellllllloooooooooo :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
today was such a busy day for me. went t coronation in the morning! went t funan t get my camera, mummy's birthday present t me, cant believe it my birthday is coming sooooon (: 3rd AUG. anyway anyway, then went for chinese tuition -_- was such a draggggg. but lao shi was nice (: then went t TOWN. life saviour. bought my mags for the week ahead. i seriously cnanot wait for the week t start. im going t be a happy girl :) tmr marks a new begining.! :) :) :)
but ill try anyway.

so much i need t say.

2006-07-30T12:45:00.000+08:00

just had lunch, i have tuition later, & i have no mood for tuition. anyway, yesterday i went out with mummy t look arnd for houses. lol then went t marriott for dinner. so boring.
but at least friday was more fun (:
went t schoolllll, i skipped a couple of lessons. during bio lesson, bev, min htike, derek, darrel, blah blah & i went t 711 & cold storage t buy food. heheh. then walked back t school. was waiting for chinese lesson when the teacher asked bev & i t paint the walls! :D i wanted t paint green, but it was taken by BEV, haha, so i painted red. while painting, the bell rang & we had t go for chinese, but lao shi was nice (: she let us continue painting :D
then, ya, while, painting, ahahha. -_-
ok forget it, im not going t continue blogging. cause i really have no mood & nothing t blog about.

i do love you and so ill leave a space in my heart for regrets.
bye.

2006-07-25T04:28:00.000+08:00

thanks for the roses :)
---@

2006-07-25T02:54:00.000+08:00

i dont know. i
i really dont know. dont
i dont want anything anymore. want
i dont know what i want. u

2006-07-24T18:49:00.000+08:00

i have had enough.

i wish i can type out chinese in here, not that im a chinese freak or anything.
but i just need ONE word, just one word. & ill be damn happy :D :D

goodbye t you/.

2006-07-24T12:22:00.000+08:00

whoohoo, today i went t school for one lesson, then came home (: was getting ready for school at 8.30 when ailinxyz called me & told me smth really really sad. shit man, i know how she feels & it sucks. anyways, hope she is fine. reached school @ 9 O Clock. bev was waiting for me outside the school gate. while walking inside the basketball court t get t the canteen, i started wanting t turn around & walk out & by the other way t get t the school. but i dont know why i didnt. ok im like freaking random, & since my time in school was very short today, made me very disappointed, i shall type every detail. yeah man. okay so ya! bev & i walked, then we saw aram & yiqi?!!? dont know her name. walked together t 2nd floor, sat at my locker & talked. then suddenly i asked them if my hair looked different, cause i felt different. then they were like, yah, it looked longer -_-
THEN the bell rang, that means, next lesson. HEHEHEHHHOHOHOHAHAHAHHOOEHEHHEIOQHUHADF. juannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn :D :D :D
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haha. okay ive gone mad. went for ss, had TEST. after test went homeeeeeeeee.
im quite disappointed at myself for going home so early. sighhhhh. SIGH. oh really, sigh sigh.

eh, curly :-)

2006-07-23T22:50:00.000+08:00

changed my blog layout.! like, finallyyyyyy v.v! its still undone, im kinda stuck. lol. hahha. anyway, today was suppose t go & study @ the airport! isaac's idea =.= but didnt in the end. cause bev told me he thought we called it off, when we didnt. so stayed at home & read one chapter of ss. then went t taka with mummy & gabriel for dinner. then went t wisma t shop. gab was pissed off waiting for me shop, so he took a cab home -.- then mummy & i left like, 10 mins later. retarded. tomorrow is monday, monday blues. sigh.

2006-07-22T02:29:00.000+08:00

just prove me wrong

chemistry

2006-07-22T02:11:00.000+08:00

you didnt call, you didnt mind, you dont seem t want it as badly as how you say.
actions speak louder than words.
'i love you' its just three words. the meaning t me now, its like bleagh.
i rather you show it, than say it.

crunk

2006-07-22T01:18:00.000+08:00

heys, im on the phone with ailin now. have been really busy these few days, so i didnt get anytime t blog (: nothing exciting happened this week, besides ailin, rav & derek's party :D hehe, it was a blast :D

today school was okay, quite boring, haha.. no juan )': i was late for school! anyway, stayed back in school till like 4.30 when school actually ends at 3. cause beverly wanted t watch the soccer & basketball match the three colour houses played. oh & im in RED HOUSE!! & IM GOING TO RUN FOR SPORTS DAY FOR MY HOUSE YOU KNOW?!?!? OMGGGGG... everyone was so shocked t see my name on the list. T_T!!! i dont wanna run. shit, i can imagine myself running, ill probably fall. sigh.. raelly dont wanna run. esp, if its infront of the school. public-ly embarrass myself & now my friends are making fun of me ): lifes so unfair. anyway, went home, showered, cahnged & then ailin, tanya & jeremy came in a cab & we went t maryanne's house for a suprise party for ravinder's birthday! yupp! (: (: reached there before ravinder & leon came. everyone was getting the food ready & stuff. i was very afraid t carry baby, mary's dog, ahah cause it looked so small & little & fragile. really, super cute >.<
after a while, ravinder & leon came. ate & stuff. went over t the pool. they carried & threw rav into the pool. then leon fell in. ahahh, then GWEN & MABEL! loll. then maryanne jumped in. silly ailin was pushed inside too. then joanne, jocelyn, steff & i were hiding in the toilet.. ahahah damn gay la. then they wanted me! -.- why me. gwen came & dragged me out of the house. next thing i knew, i was swinged into the pool =_=!!! ahahh. but it was fun! :D
after playing in the pool, we ate somemore. ahahh. drank & all. o.O i swear i love the chocolate fountain thing. everyone was dipping fruits , chips & stuff into it. i like it with pop corn. ahah (: super sinful =after that, gwen, mabel, ailin & i walked out t get a cab, went homee.

when i reached home i was so tiredddd, exhausted. all my energy gone. i was damp & my contacts were blur. i threw one side away.. so i was like, dotts. so i quickly took a shower & had a hot bubblt bath. oo i like bubble baths. i was so stupid, i poured the soap into the water after the water filled the tub. then i saw no BUBBLES!!! so i poured somemore soap, still very little bubbles. so in the end, i poured the whole bottle!! lol. still, -.- no bubbles. then i was very bored. ahah so i turned on the showering tap thing, t make it look like a fountain. then suddenly bubbles started forming. lol!!! the tub was filled with bubblesssssss.. so nice (: hehehe. really, like everywhere. the bathroom was smelling of orange & mango. cause the bubble bath soap was orange & mango. so relaxing :D

2006-07-15T12:06:00.000+08:00

good morning samantha :D ok, im waiting for my mummy t get ready now. i told her t wear the yellow dress but she wants t wear the brown one, so whatever. now she is talking about problems -___- yupp. so later we are going t lido t check out the dresses i resevered :D

so yesterday was friday :D :D :D school was great! hehe. yep. they were talking about prom & all. hahh. stayed in school till 4 then went homee for piano! in school we were playing with these little colourful balls in the drink, which tasted like crap. aftter piano, changed & went t lido t meet ailin & celine. we tried on dresses. went over t look at heels & all those nonsense. went t taka, & ailin just HAD TO get a shirt. after that we went over t ailin's place, i was reading mags while celine & ailin were trying on clothes. we ordered macs! hannah came. talked, ate, then i went homeeeeeeeee.

:D bye sam.

2006-07-11T18:02:00.000+08:00

yoyoyo!! (: just got back from gym. feel so good. don't know why i suddenly felt like going. maybe its because ive not been going t school for the past few days. so i feel that my time is being wasted by watching tv & on the phone 24/7. oh god, i feel pathetic & un-interesting now ): I WANNA GO T SCHOOL!! i really want t )): i super duper need t go t school. but but but, i dont know. sighhhhhhhh. school excites me(: (:
i really want t go groceries shopping later. but i have poa tuition. so i guess ill go after that then.
im downloading maple story now. omg i can't believe myself. i think something has got into me. oh shitssss.
pard just texted me: guess what is copulation?
sam: mm i dont know.
pard: it means mating or sexual intercourse haha im studying the sex chapt..

okay pard no need t show off, ill still love you.
byebye

2006-07-06T22:22:00.000+08:00

boo! (: ohmygosh. i need t do my homework nowwwwwwwww.
okay today was chinese o lvl ORAL. hahaha. went t GHIM MOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH faints. yeah went with mum, had lunch at their canteen. i ate like one bite, & my appitite disappeared. yup. then rachael & KC came also. cause they were having the oral there too. omg, my mum was being suppppperrrrr irritating. she kept asking me if i was going t be alright, & t pin my hair & shit. at first it was caring, after a while, it gets annoying. hahaha, after my mum left, we were walking around the school, & we found out that everyone was staring at us. as though we were aliens or some sort. one girl & her friend kept looking at me, like up & down, up & down. wierdd people. chinese oral was the most tense moment of my life. the teachers & i had a great 'staring-at-each-other-time' really.
okay school was great (: !!!!! ahahahha heheheh hoohohoh. i didnt need t come t school actually. & i didnt know about it. left school after my maths test.. for GHIM MOHHHHH. ahhaha.
#&$^#&$ curly, wouldnt it be beautiful? (:
hell yeah.

its like, yeahh & yeahh. & yahhhhhhhhh. ahaha. omg. omg.

2006-07-04T00:34:00.000+08:00

hel-lo! (: soonleng is sick, he has a FLUUU ): poor thing. so he is sleeping now. this afternoon he said that he his body is aching & that it really hurts (because of the FLU) then i replied, 'hahaha, silly -.- of course it does. its the worse shit you would wanna get.' then he said, nope breaking up with you is worse..
hahah so cute & sweet (:

i stayed home today. i think ive found out the beauty of staying at home. im serious. staying home isnt that bad y'know. its home afterall. ok so maybe i found it a tad bit boring. so i called for my eyebrow appointment, reached town in like 3 mins, got it done, grab some mags from times. & of course mum was rushing me cause she wanted t buy cakes. i wanted t drop by taka, t buy my jap/other mags, but then, it was already late. SO I COULDN'T & ITS SO FRUSTRATING. cause when tmr starts, my week is going t be so hectic that i dont even think i will have time t enjoy my new found beauty of staying at home.

OoOoOoOooooooOOOO.. before i forget. i finished reading the 'wolves in chic clothing' yeaps! (: !
i wanna dye my hair again. the colour is like fading, maybe because after my curls & cut & stupid black sprays my school spray on my hair during the midyears exam. you know, my school is super dumb. i think they rather hair than exam. it is like, before the mid year exams they will look out for those who have coloured hair & DRAGGG them t the toilet t get thier hair sprayed even if it means having half an hour left for the exam. however ironically, during school days they don't give a damn about your hair, but then suddenly, when mid years came. they became so obessed with hair until they got their piorities wrong.
jon is tyring t write my name in chinese.
watashi wa samatha to moo shi masu!
ok im super random, i should sleep now. so the world will be less noisy. ok bye.
love & more loveees (:
oyasuminasai!!!

2006-07-02T15:18:00.000+08:00

hellosss. today is SUNday.. so sunny (: hehhe. woke up at 12. ahh felt so good (: have been sleeping so late but getting up so early at 7.30 hoping not t be late for school but then reaching at 9 plus because getting ready takes 50% of my day & life. yeah :D had orange for lunch. im suppose t do my maths homework now, ill do it after this entry.

so yesterday i went t town t meet soonleng t watch SUPERMAN ((: its a goood show, but then, we were sitting in the front row. so my neck was like aching like shit. after that, went over t calibee & friends t meet ven, junyat & soonleng then came. left after 2 mins. soonleng had t leave for dinner. so i went t level one t meet ailin & fulin. went for dinner at calibee's & friends. ok i dont know if i got the name right, but whatever. we ordered so much, the food was totally sinful but beyond worth it (: after eating i felt that i could starve for 2 days. went t buy earings. then mummy came t pick me up.

friday, school was okay. quite boring. i wasnt late. cause apparently school started at 9.20. hehe. i reached at 9. hohoh (: after school went t town for a while, then dinner with mum. then got changed & off t kristi's & kathi's party :D it was really cool. was talking t hannah & debbie on & off. haha yupps. took a cab with soonleng & andrew then went homee.

hmmmmm, my blog looks unchanged.

2006-06-29T19:03:00.000+08:00

(: ): (: ): (: ): (: ): (: ): im so happy/sad (: ): actually im damn sad la. i don't know. i wished school never started. i wish i never went t st francis in the first place. ohhhhhhh man ))))))))))): but i learnt alot in this school. so much memories. omg really, aloooot of memories. under the bridge, at the BUS STOP :D ): :D )': @@@@@ my locker. ooh my locker<3 'moments, conncetions' after school. feeling all excited & stuff(: when.. haha. sentosa. it was so gooood, everything. but i i i, jdhajfhdfabdfadkfhbbv vbgabaiuv auvbauhgaoihga vadhaiohdgahdabga. ok fuck. what am i talking about. ill still be going t school, & everythings going t be alright. thats if i ____________ _________________ ___________. yes. ha ha -__-'' wha i feel really crapped up now. i don't even kno what im talking about.

since monday, ive been going t school very very late, missing the first lesson. my gosh. ive got t go t school earlier. i reach at like nine! -___- faints. i skipped three lit lessons, & the teacher is super pissed with me. he made me write a letter t him. haha. tomorrow shcool starts late! YAY (: today i was walking t lit class, & yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. ahah. after school, stay back for a while t chat with my friends. then i found out that ning nong was the one who secretly wrote something in my notebook, which was in my locker, when i was having lessons :\ i was so shocked. but thank god its him, not anyone else(: after school, went town for a while, then went home for maths tuition!! yupppp.

yesterday, school was fun. ahahha. lol i cant remember what i did. but i know i had fun :D :D lol seriously, i think im suffering from STM, short term memory. hahah. after school i went t town t meet soonleng & jeric t study @ cine. haha. did some homework. soonleng & jeric weren't studying. jeric tried, at least. but soonleng was drawing. ahahha. after that went for chinese tuition.

on weddddddddd, oh yeah. ahahha omgomg. this small korean boy whom i always talk t, came up t me while i was sitting at my locker. he came up & siad, 'jie jie.' oh mygosh. ahaha. super cute. couldnt belive he called me jie jie. adorable. i could like melt you know.a hahah. then he showed me his phone. & my picture was inside!!!! he took my back. then he said something in korean & i cldnt understand. after a while he told me he wnated my picture, cause his friend wanted it. LOL. you know, im so not good in front of the camera. so i was like running away from him. then suddenly, ning nong came running t me with his camera. i was like OH SHIT. nono not my face. ahahah. super unglam. so i ran t the toilet. they got my picture in the end. everyone was like looking & i was screaming. then my lit teacher, came out & scolded me for skipping his lessonsssss. =__=''''''
i can only remember happened on wed, other than that, i cant remember. oh yeah after shcool i went out t meet soonleng, juncai, leon & isaac at heeren. went for nickchia's birthday!!! ate sushi..one coke cost 8bucks. five cokes coast 40 bucks. whoohoo >.< really. ahha.
ok got t have dinner now. byebye. ignore this entry. its really stuuuupid

2006-06-26T23:25:00.000+08:00

heyys! (: im feeling abit mixed up. oh well, ill get over that feeling (: hopefully.
today was the first day of school of term 3. haha! woke up at 7:15am but i left home at 8:30am thats how long i took t get ready for school. reached there at 9am :D met bev at the bus stop. somehow i miss bev (: she was telling me about some busy body shit ass in our school who was being so extra & crap. stupid bitch. she kept talking t us during break when we were sitting at our lockers. she was like, 'haha so now all of us have boyfriends' & 'is it better t have a boyfriend in the same shcool as you?' & 'hows you & your boyfriend?' & 'how long have you been with your boyfriend?' & 'can i see your ring?' etc, etc. my gosh la, super busy body. & when i was single, she kept asking me if i really had a bf or do i like anyone in school. like wtf?! whats her problem man. super annoying =
got back our test papers today. my marks are such turn offs! school ended at 1pm today. slacked in school till 2pm, then went t town! when i was at the heeren, a bunch of jap girls & boys came up t me & started t talk t me in jap. & i was like o.O??? really, they were smiling & waiting for my reply. i told them that i don't know how t speak japanese. hahaha. so spastic. i wanted t laugh so badly, but i didn't. of course. ahha. they wld think im a retard. then they said that they were going cine, & i was like, yeah me too. hah. so cute! my new friends. they told me that they mistook me for someone in their school. rightt.
met soonleng & joel at cine. joel left after like 5 mins. i borrowed bev's id, so i could watch scary movie 4. derek & jerrold came! jerrold was having some study shit thing going on. & we were clarrifying something super retarded!! left so dumb after telling them. they were saying i was wrong & soonleng said he won & stuff. i felt super jacked, so i just sat down. lol. ahah. then they left, soonleng & i went t watch scary movie 4. it was OKAY la. baby scared me during the movie -____-'''!!!!!!!!!!! went t eat at level 5 with junyat & ven. i stuck this not available sign on soonleng. ahaha. it was from the menu. after piggy out like shit. aizaad came t finish up the food. then we took a cab home! :)

today germ said my hair was an experiment gone wrong. people said it was damn cool cause it was spastic. T_T

yesterday i went t church! omg ailin & i were 2 hrs late for it & we only attended 15 mins of it, cause it ended. sorry baby for coming so late, despite your wakeup calls.
after church all of us went t PS t eat lunch. the guys went t play LANNNN. soonleng, ailin & i went t watch JUST MY LUCK. ahaha my second time. ooooh i love mcfly & the chris pines. ok i think ive got the name wrong. but he is the unlucky turned lucky guy in the movie. damnnn cute :D after the movie soonleng left for tuition. so ailinnn & i went shopping for staitionaires & clothes. lol.. now i need t buy hangers. we saw this super gorgeous cabinet t hole ur accessories & this necklace/earing/bracelet hanger. its damn prettttyy (: (:
yesterday i was on the phone with leon & soonleng for 3 hours, could barely wake up for school today.
so i got t sleep now! byebye.
spread the love. whooohoooo.

2006-06-25T01:18:00.000+08:00

today, soon leng bought me a ring! it has his name on it. & he has one too with my name on it :D he is super sweet! i kept insisting that i pay for his ring, but he didnt want t tell me the price -_-! he said that one person followed him.. it was ailin. hahah. no wonder that silly girl kept asking me for my ring size. she made excuses like, it will be our 9 month anniversary & stuff. i thought she was so super sweet t want t get me a ring. but then i realised that the information was for baby. hahahah :D ilovehim.
yesterday was friday. i had piano in the morning. got changed then went t town t meet baby. i decided t go shopping at taka. i was walking towards the bag department, when i saw 2 guys kept staring at me in a funny way. i thought they wanted t upskirt me. cause you see, after countless inccidents on the escolator & in the shopping mall. i have phobia with this kind of funny look & handphone with camera kind of thing. yeah, damn sad la, those inccidents made me so wierd. & if you come across with the same upskirt shit, dont waste your time reporting t the police. 0.1% of chance the chee ko pek will get caught, really. so stupid. okay back t taka, no upskirting whatsoever happened. cause i was waering pants. i only realised that after like 5 mins. but they were following me like investigators & gays looking at handbags. i gave one of them a super grossed out look & i think after that they walked away, cause i didnt see them pretending t look at handbags anywhere.
met baby & anthony. anthony left -_- so soon leng & i went shopping. we were walking into shops that sold scents & bodybath stuff. i was testing out the different scents & making soon leng smell them also. ahahah it was super funny. cause after smelling them over & over again, they all start t smell the same! & soon leng complained that his nose died already. ahha. went t bodyshop & started smelling the burning oil thing. they had many many scents. we had fun smelling them. there was alot of different shit la. went t M.A.C to test the makeup. HAHAHHA. while i was busy testing out the makeup & thinking which one t buy, soon leng was busy observing a woman. LOL. he told me t look at the woman in long skirt. he said that she look damn funny. when i looked at her, her back was facing me. so she didnt look that wierd, but when she turned around, my gosh ah, she looked so wrong. she was a man. soon leng bought me my M.A.C things, & said that it was for my 2nd month anni gift. so cute right. omg, lol i hoped he liked my vibrating frog (: hehehehxzxzxzx. vibrator aka bob bob o.O
i bought handphone sticker thing, i bet soon leng think its damn stupid. hahaha. lol. i think its very cute (: after shopping i realised that i bought so many things, but non of them were clothes! felt damn dottssssssssssss after that. had dinner at star bucks. it wasn't considered a dinner cause we ate cakes. & i didnt finish mine cause it was so sweet. yucks. soon leng at cheesecake. lol. soon leng dropped me off at ailin's hse. ravinder & mary were there. ate & chat in the kitchen. went home after that!

today at 12 i went t cine t meet dearest XINYA & VALLLL. haven't seen them in such a looooooooong time. my gosh! watched just my luck. ahah! its super nice (: (: (: reallyyyyy. must watch again. went shopping at zara! bought clothes! i liked a top very much, so i got each of every colour! (: then went t wisma, for my hair appointment with mr soga! ahah! lol. i was late -.- had my hair cut. xinya & val followed me, yaya also did her hair :D i bought makeup cuase mummy was at the same salon as me! after that, xinya & val left. walked around with mummmmmm. bought more clothes. had dinner. then stayed at wisma cause ailin, fulin & cline happened t be there :] went t topshop, bought more clothes with ailin. ahah. we got the same tops. but one was different colour :D gab & soon leng came t meet us.
walked around & gayed around even more. had dinner at taka. after dinner soon leng gave me the ring. hah so cute la :D after taht we went homeeeeeeeeeeee.

tmr is church! soon leng is gonna give me a morning call t wake my lazy ass up.
when i think of love, i think of you

2006-06-22T16:06:00.000+08:00

woke up early for tuition today. man, tuitions are starting & schools starting next week.
i dont really mind actually.
the past two days have been really great.
on tuesday @ 8am.
soon leng's mummy & daddy came & picked me up t go t court.
& before you enter you have t go through a censor thing for some security reason.
my bag had t be checked cause there were stuff inside which the censor detected.
-_- like what, lipgloss? -_-
so they went checking my bag & taking things out & stuff.
it was so embarrassing. soon leng's parents just stood there staring at my bag. ha?
after the whole thing. SAW BABY :D :D went out & yeaps.
ohoh watched RV.
haha i remember one time i kept insisting that the movie RV was MV.
so i kept saying, its MV NOT RV t baby. But he said it was really RV. lol
& it was actually RV. hahah. im so dumb.

yesterday went out with him too.
this time watched garfield. its a stupid show.
i went shopping (:
OH AND FOR O LEVEL, im posted t GHIM MOH? MO? GHI MO?
omg.. save me. what kind of school is that man.
so much for st francis being a private school.
i still cant belive im going t some unknown school.
ps. no offence t loyal ghim mo school kids.

bye. im in no mood t blog.

2006-06-19T22:01:00.000+08:00

yay! im feeling so much better now (:
now that my flu is gone. i sound more like myself.
okok so, baby CALLED ME TODAY! :D :D :D that less than 5 min call reallllllyy made my day!
had me smiling from top t toe. heheh. really! i miss him <3
im super duper proud of myself! im almost done with my book. i like almost finished it in one day. thats a record for me. i take like years & more years t finish a book. & in the end i leave the last few pages cause i get bored of it. & i wished i actually finished reading that book im almooost about t finish t read, so i can type, 'i finished reading my book' instead of 'i almost finished reading my book'. do i make sense?
anywaysss im going t finish it tonight (:
chatting with celine now, poor thing. shes so troubled! <333 how i wish things can be the way u want it t be. life would be much happier.
went t taka for dinner with mummy & gab last night. went t kino & bought bookssss.
im ready t change for the better (:
was bored with MTV today after watching making the band, so i clicked t channel 5 & watched The Oprah Winfrey Show. it somehow revived my love for the gym. ive stopped going t the gym for a while & i feel that i shld get back on track! thats if i can conquer my laziness.
okay bye all.

2006-06-17T19:04:00.000+08:00

im sickkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk )): !
was sick the whole damn day. my gosh. i hate being sick.
so anyway i slept the whole day. i was so uncomfortable.
no appitiete ): i hope i get well by tomorrow.

friday, 15/6
was CELINE'S BIRTHDAY :D
yeaps! met ailin first then celine, hannah, nat, her 2 friends @ nydc.
then ravi, leon, jonong,jerr & derek came.
then jerm, shaun, jason came. lol.
ahahha. ate & took pictures.
bought sweets & marshmellows & gummies. then went t take neos (:
ailin, ravinder & i went t buy cel's present.. thongs :D hehe.
went over t ailin's place.
was suppose t watch a movie.
but somehow ravinder, ailin & i ended up cooking the in the kitchen,
people were playing mahjong.
& jerr was like getting raped by the rest.
lol??
byebye (:

2006-06-15T14:52:00.000+08:00

watching MTV now, hehehe :D :D
ohhh, yesterday i went the ipod shop with ailin at cine.
& & & i wanna get the imac thing com thing. whatever you call it.! (:
i realllllllyyyy want it (: its so freaking nice manxzxzxz.
but then, gab told me that you can't dl much stuff on it. because some programmes only run on microsoft & nonsense, something like that ): so yeah..
but i really like it.

had paino lessons today & poa tuition.
my poa is like crap already. haven't been practicing & i can't balance any accounts!! ):
oh man.. & how am i suppose t do my o lvls like that. good game sam.

2006-06-15T02:27:00.000+08:00

okay i really need t get a new template! my current one is so freaking oooogly!! ):
but then & again. when it comes t blogs & templates, i don't really bother or look forward t change anything. & i cant seem t understand how people can make their blog, so, nice. maybe i just dont have the talent or whatsoever =
okay now there is this unkown guy messaging me & trying t make it as though as its my fault for msging him first. & he keeps bugging me for my name =\ ill explain.
i intended t msg soonleng 'imissyou'. but i accidentally sent the message t the unknown guy.
& he replied 'Me too.. I miss you.. Later germany or poland' ..... like w-t-h?
then ofcourse i replied 'sorry wrong msg sent'
& from then he continously msged me, like.. 'really, who are you by the way?'
then he called me & didnt say anything?!, then he msged again.
i replied, 'who are you' avoiding his question.
then he sent, 'huh you msg me first, who are you.'
OMG. some people are just so super duper wierd. its just a msg sent t the wrong person, & he calls & msg & shit, crazy. enough, end of conversation (:

had tuition today. i felt so good after it. felt less guilty. lol. 'cause i havent been studying lately.
& there has been this guilt of -notstudying-. so atleast, you know.. tuition is under the catergory of STUDY. pathetic me. i know.
after tuition, had my daily dose of MTV (: (:
bathed, changed then pardie came over t my place for a while. then we took a cab t cine!
havent been out with my pard for so long. ok, maybe the last time i saw her was 2 weeks ago? at serene center, for ice-cream? heh. miss her so.
took neos :D ! oh oh, we watched SHES THE MAN.
sooooo damnnnnnnnn nice! omg really. loved the movie.
hahaha, when we bought tickets for shes the man, the guy at the counter said, '2 tickets for HES THE MAN?' HAHHAHA. so funny!
after the movie, chantel left.

i met ailin at cine! :D hehe. we pigged out at pastamania! (: yay. ordered so much food. couldnt finish it in the end. while eating i remembered that it was our 8th month anniversary.
she wished me & i wished her. lol so gay. OoooOoOh, i saw someone & i got over excited cus we happened t be talking abt him. & ya we saw him. lol. then we decided t spyyyy. whoots. lol. dont worry, he isnt anyone cute or anything.
THEN i saw this very familiar person! but i couldnt remember who he was. so i was trying t get him t turn around so i can make ailin remember his face. lol. ahahha.
went t heeren then took a taxi home with ailin.
nights good people!
i love you baby, i wanna see you soon.
<3